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HOW COULD KELSEY ******** SYLVESTER PASS THE CORE ASSESSMENT IN SCIENCE AND I NOT?

UGH. I'm so pissed. One point away from passing...
Which means I'm staying after on Tuesday to make up for it. sad
And I have to miss Anime Club on Monday so go to Art Club yet again. gonk
I mean, I don't mind doing art. But I'd like it much better if I had someone to talk to..
Oh well.
My ripped teddy bear with the black button eyes came out very nice after I coated it with paint thinner to smudge out the pastels. Pretty and textured looking. I want to do that again some time...
My birthday is in three days. I've been looking forward to this one more than the last one. Maybe I'm a happier person..Or maybe it's just excitement about turning the big one five?
I'm thinking of just going to the movies to see something with you all. Nothing big. I'm not that into birthday parties. We could go to Burnswick and watch I Am Legend, or carpool or somethin' to Portland to see Sweeney Todd...
Interesting fact: When Koreans are born, they are one year old. Every New Year, they turn one year older (and therefor ignoring the American way of turning a year older with the birth date). So a seventeen year old could actually be sixteen. Cool, right?
AGH!

This is the conversation with myself going on in my head:
First 1/2: Stupid. Go to sleep.
Other 1/2 of head: How am I supposed to catch up with everything?! HAVE I BEEN ASLEEP THIS WHOLE QUARTER?! OH MY GEE I'M GONNA FAIL EVERYTHING!!!!! *pulls hair*
First 1/2 of head: Of course, you pompous idiot b*****d. You've been sleeping through all the classes because you stay up to two AM every single night to read pictures. You leave your homework to Study Hall and lunch period. You are the worst kind of person.
Other 1/2: gonk Why must you be so mean to me!? I didn't hurt you! I love you!
First 1/2: ******** YOU. I'm tired and pissy and my eyes burn all day from sleep deprivation. Stop being so irresponsible.
Other 1/2: But sleep is so boring! I hate it. It's a total waste of time.
First 1/2: Teenagers need at least eight hours. You are running on three month old batteries, and soon you'll crash. Wake up and SHUT THE ******** UP.
Other half: Okay.. emo




......REBELLION!