Explore the cave that is my chest
A torch reveals there's nothing left
Your whispers echo off the walls
And you can hear my distant calls
The voice of who I used to be
Screaming out "Someone, someone please!"
Please shine a light into the black
Wade through the depths and bring me back.
School went so slllooooooow.
Randi and I figured out that my way of dealing with my anger was to plot out people's brutal murders, just like Edward. biggrin
Matt Harris won't stop saying he loves me and raising his eyebrows. evil
I want to strangle him...yes, yes I do....my fingers itch at the thought...
Jake the dickhead didn't give me my ******** five dollars. evil
Grr...
In Geometry at the beginning of class, I got the Think About It and Joey was threatening the tie his pencil in my hair if I didn't tell him. It fell out of his hands and into my seat. He asks, "Hey, can I have that?"
I smile to myself, pick it up, and throw it across the room.
xd
Everyone thought it was hilarious. People were talking about IM and stuff then. And Joey suddenly says, "Hey, does Meghan have an IM?" People totally freaked out. eek
Everyone wanted to know..and I don't know why....
SO I DIDN'T TELL ANY OF THEM. evil
Ryan's trying to get it, though...convinced it's something emo like "SatanStalker211" or somethin'. rolleyes
And then in English I sat there with my head on the book, listening to TBS and stuff for the whole hour. I almost got to sleep a couple of times, but I couldn't when stupid Chris Menz was right there. sad
I also found out that we have the same iPods. sad
Boohoo. Why must my life always turn out that way?
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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
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