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...often turn to complex thinking
my life.....
"boy you got it good" thats what they say, they say they wish they had my life, with the big house, lot of clothes, and a meal on the table everyday. They wish they had what they had what i had, they wish......they wish they had sorrow, constatly thinking what the ******** happen to you brother, constatly thinking damn i just seen my boy the other day, constatly thinking does she really love me, should i get out before it turns out shes in it to hurt me, constatly thinking when the next person gonna betrey you, so dont trust no one. Yea they want my life, but they dont know what comes with it, they want the material things, ill give them all that just to have my head clear from all this thinking. you want the house, ill give you the house just wait till the streets give back my brother, you want the clothes wait till those killers give me back my partner, scoota, you want a meal on the table every day every time wait till she proves she love me by marrying me, you want the money give me some friends that i can trust.You can have it all all of it!............ They standing there saying they want my life when this whole time i want your life.......






User Comments: [2]
Ayane_90
Community Member





Sun Jan 13, 2008 @ 03:35am


crying im sorry and don't ask why i am sorry, i just am


x_mitsukai-chan_x
Community Member





Sun Jan 13, 2008 @ 04:43am


My Life

A warm [spacial] home. A loving family. Welcoming friends. Love returned.
You want it all and guess what?
I have it all.
But do I want it all?
You see this, what makes me what I am now.
But do you isolation. Back stabbers. Betrayal. Pain. Loss. Lies.
CLOWNS! CLOWNS!
DO YOU SEE ME NOW?!
WHAT IS IT THAT YOU SEE?!
A mask. I have two faces.
Behind the smiles, behind this warmth,
is pain.
can you see me now?

... i, too, need a savior...

this warmth. this life...
if you want mine. you can have it.
the only thing you cannot have..
is my heart's keeper.

-Myself, a Lover and a Hater or Life
dedicated to one Donte1204
the one i love most.


User Comments: [2]
 
 
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