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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
Masochists unite!
My period Three exam was Study Hall, so I hung out and completed a kid. Ry-Ry was missing, but he came to the Spanish exam with his curly locks chopped off. sad
And guess who was also in the Commons? Senior Bitchy, of course! So I finished the kid and then hid my head while listening to MCR for the last ten minutes...>_>
So I fell asleep when I got home..for four hours....
The house was so cold yet my bed so warm... crying
And even though I've been working my a** off since I've woken up, I've only finished three more people, bringing me up to Student Seventeen which I will start in a few minutes.
I'm up to page 58 in my SF journal, with 27 full pages of calculations...
And really, I don't even mind doing it. I kind of find it interesting. I want to know the results. But it's not fun having to cram and not getting on the internet. sad

And then everyone comes home.

Is it just me, or has everyone just gotten more moody and pissy?
Dad always complains about Jenny and how she doesn't show him respect and how he's going to take away her hockey stick. So why doesn't he tell HER that, instead of complaining to me when I can do nothing?
Mum always comes home whiney. She nags and whines to me about how NO ONE cleans up anything and leaves their dishes and clothes everywhere and she has to clean up EVERYTHING.
But then she tacks , "Except for you, Megs" at the end when I'm ready to scream.
So now I'm not talking to her.
As for Jenny, she's gotten a huge swearing-complex going on. She says "********" in every sentence no matter if she's happy or mad. I especially love my new nickname, "b***h ********" on account of I "******** bitches".
I haven't noticed until a few days ago, but lately I've been really happy. I guess it's because that instead of isolating myself in classrooms, people are forcing me to come out. I don't sit there plotting revenge in the corner in Spanish, now that I have to sit next to Ry-Ry. And in Geometry, even though I dislike him, it's because of Joey that I now talk in math class.
I'm laughing a lot more, and even though it's because of emo jokes and stuff, I'm making other people laugh. That makes me kind of...happy.....
But it makes me so mad when I have to come home and listen to mum whine and Jenny and dad fight over the PS2 and the replay button.
Is it too much to ask for them to just get along for ONE ******** NIGHT.

Grrr...

And I don't like complaining about my family. sad

So you want to hear something funny?
My homework grade on my Geometry report card thing is a D.
That's because I don't do it if I don't feel like it. And I didn't do any of the assignments in Chapter Five except for that weird Sudoku numbers paper.
But the thing is, every test we've had this year, I've gotten a 93% or higher on. I think they were 93%, 95%, and 98%.
And since the tests are more important, they average out the D so I get an overall B average.

biggrin

But the homework is stupid anyway. Why should I have to do it when I can ace the tests without looking at the chapter? All I have to do is pay attention at the beginning of class when she reviews and BOOM! it's stuck in my head for a while.

Yep, yep. Scream at me all you want about procrastination, but it aaaaall worked out. cool






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Weaselletta
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commentCommented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 12:21am
Ohhh, I love you MegMeg! You're so happy. mrgreen


commentCommented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 12:36am
Yeah, yeah. rolleyes



bushy_haired_freak
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ChristeneDaae
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commentCommented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 01:47am
>_>


commentCommented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 02:35am
Yay for not doing homework. heart



bushy_haired_freak
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