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I'll keep it short, because I need to get a shower desperately....my hair is disgusting from the rain we've had the past couple days, and I need to blow dry it.


I've been having issues lately. William being on the top of my list, and Lauren (the roommate I like) being the other.


I feel like we're not as close as we use to be....Ever since winter break I've felt awkward around her and Mike and Theresa. Shawnee is the only one out of the group I still feel not awkward around. I just feel...not involved anymore. It kinda sucks. I mean, I even thought about transferring out, that's how awkward I've felt. The only thing is that there's nowhere to go. My grades last semester aren't anywhere near where they could be. Hell, I made a C in Univ. 110. Schools will look at that and laugh, and then send the rejection letter.


Lauren asked if I went tanning yesterday, and then tagged on the end "I won't be mad if you did, just tell me." o___O Honestly? It's been cloudy pretty much every day since we've been down here. When would I have gone tanning? Seriously. You want to know why I look tanner? My hair. It's because my hair is red.


They're all going out dancing, and I didn't get the invite. I wouldn't have gone, because I have a blister on the bottom of my foot, but it still would have been nice to have just gotten invited to do something.