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I'm Gonna Start Making A Public Diary Starting Today.
Since I Don't Know Any Of You In Real Life I'll Be Safe.

Dear Public Diary,

Today Was A Horrible I Woke Up Late, My Ankle Hurts So Bad, My Lil Sis (Noy Really A Lil Sis I Just Call Her My Lil Sis) Was Beating Up Some Boys And Know The Boys Are At My Throat, I Didn't Finish My Story About The Underground Railroad, My Friend Is Ditching Me For The Popular Girl, This Girl I Don't Really Like Keeps On Bugging Me, At Break I Didn't Get To Go On The Comp So I Had Nothing To Do For 15 Whole Mins, I Had To Read This Horrible Book And To Top It All Of I Got Into Another Fight With Another Group Of Guys. Thats All That Happen So Baoi Baoi.

January 27 2008

Dear Public Diary,
Today We Didn't Do Much All We Did Was Get Our Passport Photo.
At School I Told Everyone I Was Going To Move During Spring Breack So when I'm Gone Their Think I Acturally Moved. XD
Thats All I Did So Baoi Baoi

Dear Public Diary,

My ******** Teacher Is An a*****e He Made Me And My Group Practice Our Presentation During Breck. Just Because We Didn't Practice. I Mean How Could You Do A Good Book Report Presentaion Or Watever When The Book Sucks And Its Boring. I Mean I Love Book But that One Just Sucked. Its Called They Came From Center Field. Its About Aliens Coming To Earth Just To Play Baseball. How Stupid Is That. I Bet He Only Pick That Cause It Was 4.99. In Fact No Body Like The Books They Had To Read.
Nothing Else Happen Today So Baoi Baoi.

Dear Public Diary,

Srry I Haven't Been Posting For A While (Like Anyone Reads It) I've Been Working On A Story Its Called Forever Love.
Tomorrow Is My Brothers Birthday I Want To Get Him Something But I Got No Money crying
Today m Mom Dye His Hair For His B-day Present Too.
Tomorrow We Don't Have School So 'm Happy.
Btw The book Report Thing Yea We Got A 2/5 sweatdrop
K Baoi Baoi

Dear Public Journal,

Todays My Brother Puhlz's B-day His Turning 14.
I Just Finish 1 Litre Of Tears Today, It Was So F*ckin Sad.
I'm So Bored Thats Why I'm Writing In This Thing.
I Wanna Talk To Some Of My Friends Right Now but There No On.
Thats All Baoi Baoi

Dear Public Journal,

I Think I've Changed A lil Since I Worte In Here...Not Sure.
Today I Made A GOMV (Gaia Online Music Video)
Today Is Valentine Day, The Day I Hate The Most Cause I'm Not Spending It With The One I Truly Loved. I've Been Having Flash Backs, Dream About Him. I Miss Him So Much. I Can't Believe Its been Like 2 Years. Without Him My Life Isn't Complete. He Was The One Who Made Me Happy Even If I Didn't Show It I Was Really Happy. Now I Don't Believe If You Love Someone Very Much They'll Come Back. He Moved 2 Years Ago And I Haven't Seen Him Since. My Friend Told Me That He Might Of Died In A Car Crash Cause There Was One By His House A Couple Of Years Ago. And His So Called Friend Just Suddenly Stop Talking About Him. I Miss Him So Much, I Would Do Anything To See His Smile Just Ounce More. Well Thats All I Can Say TTYL

Dear Public Diary,

Yesturday I Thought I Saw Him...
The One I Told You About..My Love...
I Think He Skip A Couple Of Grades Since I Saw A Pic Of A Guy With The Same Hair And Kinda Looked Like Him But He Was Facing A Diffrent Way...
The Truth Is In March 6 Since Were Going To The School...
I'm So Excited If It Was Really Him Then I Would Go Home And Cry For A Hour, Not Tears Of Sadness But Tears Of Happiness....

Dear Public Diary,

Its Time....
Its Time To Let Him Go...
If He Isn't At The Other School Then I'm Letting Go Of Him....
I Had A Crush On Him For Like 3 Years Even When He Moved...
If His Not There Then Why Even Bother?
His Not Gonna Come Back For Me....
If He Does Come Back...
I've Been Thinking Lately And I Don't Really Love Him...
I Hate Him And Myself, Me For Never Telling Him How I Really Felt...
And Him For Making Me Surfer....
It's Not Really His Fault But Still...
But I'm Not Sure....
Will I Be Able To Let Go?
Will I Be Able To Forget?
Do I Still Really Love Him?
I Will Make The Choice Tomorrow...
I Will Write Him Name On A Piece Of Paper. With Or With Out A Heart....
Rip It Up And Throw It In The Air....
If Without A Heart Then Its For Forgetting And Letting Go...
If With A Heart Then He Will Always Have A Place In My Heart And That Love Will Be Everywhere.

Dear Public diary,

I Decided Not To Do It...Yet...
I'm Gonna Wait Till Thursday To.

Dear Public Diary,

Today Is March And Spring is in the Air.
Soon I'm Going To Be Going To The U.S.A....
I wish I Could Move There And Just Start All Over....
I Wish My Life Was Perfect...
At Night I Dream That We Move To The U.S And I Become Popular At My New School, My House Is Way Bigger And Has A Swimming Pool At The Back, And I Have A Boyfriend That Is A Vampire. Don't Know Why Vampire...
But Sadley I Live In Calgary...
And My Life Is The Oppisite Of Wat I Want It To Be...

Dear Public Diary,

This Morning Was Horrible...
I Felt Really Sick...
I Started To Lose My Voice...
I Had Nothing To Do...
And Bla Bla Bla
Srry I Just Had To Write That...

Dear Public Diary,

All Day Long I Was Coughing My Head Off...
But Just Now....
I Cough Up Blood....
I Wonder If Anything Is Wrong With Me...?
I Feel Really Sick Too....
And Today I Was Really Diffrent....
I didn't Do Much...
I Couldn't Use My Brain....
I Was Really Queit...
I Feel Weak...
Cancer Passed My Mind A Couple Of Time Today...
I'm Scared....

Dear Public Diary,

Today Was A Good And Bad Day....
Bad:
-I Had Math Group
-I Was Sick
-I Felt Dizzy
Good:
-I Didn't Have To Do My Presentation Cause A Guy Went So I Didn't
-I Went Outside And Then I Got Better
-I Was In My Hyper Mood
-I Got To Read Eclipse
And I Thinks That About It

Dear Public Diary

Today Was An Ish Day Too. I Think Its Ish Week
Bad:
-There Was A Fire Drill And I Was F*ckin Cold
-The Teacher Kept Talking About The Feild Trip So I Can't Sleep
-The Kids At The School Are Gonna Be Gone So I'll Never Know
-I'm Having My Period
-One Of The Teachers Was Being Bitchie
Good:
-We Get A Feild Trip Next Week
-Me And My Friend Got To Help Little Kids But Instead We Made Clay Statues
-My Stomach Was Hurting So I Got To Stay Inside With My Friend
-I Was Sitting By This Really Funny Guy And We Got My Friend Pissed.
I Can't Wait till Tomorrow I Love Feild Trips But Were Going To A Differnt School. I Hope They have a Writing Or A Book Club.
Thats All I Can think Of.

Dear Public Diary,

Today I Finish One Of The Smexist Books Ever...
Eclipse, The Sequal To New Moon And Twilight...
It Isn't Really Mine, My Friend Naomi Let Me Borrow It...
Le Gasp Only 12 More Days Till I Go On Vacation...
I Want A Laptop So When Were Driving I Can Write A Book...
We're Going To California And Mexico....
Driving To California And Cruising To Mexico....
Wat Else is Going On...
Oh Yea...
Breaking Dawn Will Be Release In 145 Days...
Damn Thats Long...

Dear Public Diary,

Today Was Like Any Other Day...
Me And My Friend Tried To Climb This Box But I Kept On Slipping...
I Think I Was A Little Too Hyper, I Skipped All Day...
I Got into A Fight After School....
Well...
I Didn't Fight...
I Skipped Around xD
Well Baoi Baoi

Dear Public Diary,

I Haven't Been On Cause My Computer Isn't Working crying
Guess What?
I'm Not Emo Anymore =D
I Was Reading This Story And It Was So Sad I'm Not EMo...
Yay!
Well At Least For Now... ninja

Dear Diary,

Le Gasp
Like 2 More Days Till Be Go On Vacation....
Its Going To Be Awesome...
I'm Only A Little Emo Now...
But Will Still Have A Emo Profile...

Dear Diary,

I'm HYPER!!!
Mk Today Was The Last Day Of School But Our Retiarded Teachers Didn't Let Us Have A Party...
Two More Days Till I Go On V.C (Vacation)
I Can't Wait...
I Like Pie Btw...
That Was Random...
Mk I'm Not Myself So I'm Gonna Stop...
Moo