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dear journal,

i am totally bored and mad. i know this happened a long time ago like last year but i am still mad bout it. u see..... my dad helped move some lady's stuff and she gave him an old bed of hers and its was big. so my dad was givin to me but it wouldnt fit inside my room so they gave it to my siblin! who also has a bigger room than me! and i live in a trailer! she has so much more things than i do that she just ...... grr!!!! anyways she thinks shes the perfect child and that shes way better but shes not! i have perfect grades and did before her! way befor her! i am the better child because the only reason y people like her is for her looks or because they have no life! i mean i still like havin her as a sister but she does get things that origionally should belong to me. i know i sound kind of mean but im just so angry! most people say its jealousy but im not jealous i just want people to like me like they like my sister. and not just think im wierd. most people do but they actually come to find out that they do like hangin wit me. so thats all i want is to be noticed more and have a few more friends. and my bed back! lol. lol crying