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Ok so awhile bak I made a list of 10 songs that describe my life, from 2006 to now. (Now with recent events there will b 11 songs) which mark and stand for huge moments in my life. And since I'm bored I will post them, so some of me readers can get a look at my life.

You can look up the song if you don't know it.

Band on left, Song name on right.

NOTE: When I say school, I mean Homeschooling group I was a member of at that time.

Very Beginning of the Fall Semester of 2006 (the start of my Sophomore year)
The Offspring - Defy You. This song represents the rebellion at was trying to start at my school. I was headstrong, and didn't let even those much older than me get in my way. Sadly I was not around to see what happened to the school as I switched schools at the end of the semester.

Mid Fall Semester 2006
Incubus - Drive. This song stands for the fears I overcame during the beginning of the year, and how even though things looked down, I overcame it. I had a strong group of friends, and at this time I had a crush on a girl who I was determined to make mine.

End of Fall Semester and start of Winter Break 2006
All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight. That night I was on top of the world, the girl I had a crush on said yes to me.... And things looked great, because by this time my Revolution seemend to be failing... And it looked like we'd leave the group. But hey I didn't care, I had the girl of my dreams.

Beginning of Spring Semester 2007
Sum 41 - Underclass Hero. So yes the rebel in me was back...Why? The new school was being run by not only my mom, but my 4 other fav teachers from the last school + My GF was there! I had a position of authority, and a new group that was how a pictured it. I was an Underclass Hero.

Mid to end of the Spring Semester
Seether - Fake It. Yes it's that bad. Me and my GF had a bumpy relationship...why? I was more or less cheating, with a girl or 2 who were long time friends of mine...In what way? I guess a bad way to be honest. (Not going to details) A big problem...was it was at my church....And it got around, finally I was in a huge jam. And my youth minister confronted me about it. I avoided danger by diverting thir attention to other issues, and then I joined the leadership group of the youth group...Sadly at first... It was to clear my name and use the youth group.

Summer 2007, Youth Camp.
My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade. Ok songs can be interpreted in different ways. I take this song more uplifting. The Black Parade being the youth group which I would finally fully join and change my old ways. And I guess the father figure being my youth leader who told me the night he confronted me about the problem "I expect great things from you" I would carry on, in a mission of reform for my entire, I guess slightly messed up values group. I still am working on the reforming.

End of Summer break, and beginning of Fall Semester 2007.
Fall Out Boy - Thnks fr th Mmrs. Well it was a flip flop summer, I wanted to go back to my old ways, but something told me no. Aaaand with me and ex-GF being best friends again, she encouraged me to keep up the good work and not the bad. But come the end of summer, I was being pulled back further to my old ways by my friends....To far back... And finally I couldn't take it. After a camp I went to with the guys in the youth group (Man Camp lol) I made the decision, to leave the group for good! I made that group...and now I was leaving it....After 6 + years of fond memories. Not only them but I had to leave the friends ship with my Ex. Thanks for the Memories. Also memories of the spring semester school....My mom got in a large argument over how the school should be run. And my mom and one of the other teahcer from that school began to make a third homeschooling group.

Mid Semester Fall 2007.
Linkin Park - Shadow of the Day. It finally hit me....I lost almost all my friends.... Only a few after my leaving of the group stayed loyal to me. I had to start over... I didn't know what to do, but make the best of my situation. And I did, I eventually gained new recognizable status in our youth group, while they weren't close friends, they were friends non the less....And no one hurts my friends.

End of Fall semester 2007, aaand Winter Break.
Matchbox Twenty - How far we've come. 3 months of no talking, and now me and my ex were friends again....BY MEETING UP BY ACCIDENT HERE ON GAIA! eek It was time to show her the new reformed me! Not only that though, two of my close friends were going through huge struggles (not saying names) And they were startin to worry me. I had to help them....With so many tests amongst friends... It was time to see How Far We had come! I also did something I've never done before for someone....And they still don't know.

2008!!!!!!!! Beginning.
Angels and Airwaves - Secret Crowds. It was time to step foward and after all my reforming, make my big moves and decisions for 2008! I was ready to go on the attack on my reforming mission, and show everyone how much I had changed and matured (trying to show others more than some)! My Revolution has just begun.

Spring of 2008
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You tell me.
I want everyone to remember the past is over!!!!!!!! So if anyone freaks out about anything in this entry, I will slap you and say "b***h dat old news!"

Longest journal Entry ever!!!!!! But definitely my fav!