I want to buy all kinds of stuff. I want the Wii, I need some new jeans, I want some new summer tops, I want some new spring shoes, I want some books, I want, want, want!
The problem is this: I'm supporting two people right now on my part-time job. My boyfriend is out of work right now because he quit his security job (which I don't blame him since he didn't get a job to do for three weeks) and his golf course is out of season.
Second problem. He wants to buy a house before the start of summer. Our original plan was for us to live at home until I went to school in October so we could save up money for a house after I was done in Lacrosse. Without even consulting me or asking me, he started house hunting. We now have a realtor who's helping us find the right house for us. Peachy! Luckily, we're not buying until he has his job back... still, I feel like I can't take it anymore!
I feel like I can't pay for my car anymore! I just calculated that if I canceled my lease on my current car and got a car for 9995, not including service charges and tax and title, it would cost me over $270 per month for a three year plan. I feel so screwed over right now just because I can't save up for anything! He keeps insisting that we have to move out by summer.
What frustrates me even more is the fact that he wants us to purchase a house together and yet not get married. I wanted us to get an apartment first so we could try living together, which I know it would work! Then after we're married and we've saved up some money, then we buy a house! I even asked him if he even wants to get married and he seemed to not want to. I can't commit with him to a house if he can't commit to me in a marriage.
Earths_Eclipse · Fri Feb 08, 2008 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |