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Love is a lie, theres no such thing,
Its an excuse too use someone,
either in affection or too use their body

also...

your very lucky if you find someone who truely cares,
because knowone seems too care about anyone but themselves anymore,
and if someone wants too know why your upset,
its only because there curious, they dont actually care about you

...but then again, why should they?

this seems too be the way my mind works and thinks these days, im very troubled as too many horrible things have happend too me in too short a time eg/ ive been used, my grandad is dying and will be dead in a few days, people who i thought were friends tern out too be traiters, and i feel like a close friend of mine is slipping away, and has become best friends with someone who ruined my life and changed the way i think forever, theres more, and there always will be but its too much for me rite now, so ive become very negative, not that i show it, at school, i just pretend to be happy and nice...but i dont know why i bother anymore...

...and so finally ive been able too express myself, because ive told knowone of any of this.