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After I talked to Kase-chan last night..... Liz called.... and.... she lied to me , I know she lied to me because it's the same lie as before , I will not wait another three years to be dissapointed again. I'm frusterated because she said she accepted my feelings. WELL ITS TOO ****** LATE LIZ! scream crying I HATE YOU LIZ! LEAVE ME ALONE! Than this morning I woke up to hear my mom screaming and yelling and breaking everything in the kitchen...... I hit her..... twice. crying I've never been so angery as to hit someone , but from the frusteration of talking to liz late last night unable to sleep , and an hour after I fell asleep having to listen to that horrible screaming of hers , the scream of a Demoness.... I need Kase-chan. My hand hurts.... I hit the wall really hard. and made my hand bleed. It's all swollen. I just need somewhere to be where there are no people... just for one day , or..... or to be with Kase-chan , and feel her Love for one day. But I know that niether will happen soon. As long as I know Kase-chan Loves me (and she does) I will wait for the day I get to see her. heart crying**

Posted by: Gin Fushicho Wed Feb 13, 2008 @ 05:52pm

Those looking to Vore RP have to ask H3artmare1091 first. (as tempting as it is to just say yes)

My Quest Thread

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Wed Feb 13, 2008 @ 08:20pm

LIZ???? OH MY GOD!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?!?!?!

Uh-oh....that's NOT good to hear, honey sad ....I didn't think you would believe what she would tell you anyways, yet...I don't really understand why she would frustrate you if you don't want to accept her words anymore... sad confused
I don't know, maybe I don't fully get it, if I say this, but....I just think that once you told me that your not going to stress over Liz anymore, it would be the end of it ALL;
Every lie she made, and every inch of your heart that had been damaged....you would forget all about it

I just want you to focus more about the present now[and our possible future]
Maybe if it's too difficult to move on, then maybe I could understand, but just remember that I made changes for you and I am NOT willing to go back and be
treated the way I was treated long ago. And I'm sure you wouldn't want to relive your past, now would you?

I'm just trying to say how I feel about all of this bulls**t occuring in your life, and I truely hope you recover from this pain and frustration that your going through sad crying Because whenever you are in pain, I feel the pain with you....and it won't go away unless one of us gets better and tries their best to move on from the situation sad

But, Gin, darling...I'll be here for you as long as you need me
and you know that.....and if this situation keeps bothering you, you know you can call me ANYTIME, and I WILL help you out as best as I can redface wink

I WON'T leave or abandon you EITHER, and IF YOU WANT ME TO:
I can call up this b***h, and give her a piece of my mind, and I'll tell her to leave you the F**K alone; that is...IF YOU want me to redface wink It's totally up to you on what you want to do in this one....[oh, and my mom told me that if you just ignore her, then you'll be fine 3nodding ]

Now can I please see a smile come up on your face again[on your avi & in real life]
PLEASE??? heart heart Mi amor...I love you with ALL my soul blaugh redface blaugh

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