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Breaking The Habit
By Linkin Park

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight



So an okay day. I guess. Lots of chocolate.

Joey smeared chocolate all over my card. evil

So I scratched him reeeeaaallly hard.

Then Ry-Ry Greene took Ry-Ry Lussier's truffle, and he said it was yummy. biggrin

After school I did the running. 15:50. Not bad. wink

Then wheezed the whole time. Linkin Park. Sat with Jake on the bus ride home. Talked with Vincent about death and emo-ness, among other things. biggrin

Pizza. A little math. Everyone is already in bed by eight P.M.... >_>

I'm soooooooo tired! I want to go to sleep with them! crying