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Well My birthday is in 4 days.. Yea thats Right.. Sunday... Im not really that excited about it either... Most of you are probably thinking.. Omg why isnt she excited for her own birthday? Well My birthday makes me think of my dad and when i think of my dad it makes me think of all the bad memories of when he used to live with my mom and he would get drunk and want to fight... It was so scary.. he once threatened to Kill himself.. He also has ripped the phone out of the wall before when they were fighting.. so anyway back to my birthday.. when ever i think about it i always think of the story my dad has told me what he did when i was born and how happy he was and you know the rest... If you think im to old to be excited for my birthday.. im only 11 turning 12... My mother used to think i blamed myself for them getting divorced.. but i havent but i still had to go to and talk to someone about it.. so..