I had a job interview today at the Golf Club at Camelot. The only reason I got the interview is because my boyfriend works there and has connections. Anyway, there's a good chance I'll get hired because when the guy I was interviewed by asked Robert if he should hire me, Robert of course said yes. He also said that we wouldn't talk much at work, which is fine since you have to work anyway and not goof around.
Why I'm depressed: I wanted to land this job on my own, not because of connections. I felt so proud when I got hired at EvS because I'd gotten the job on my own. At Bublitz's, I was hired because my aunt used to work there a while back. Another depressing issue: my boyfriend's whole family hates me. Many of them have told him to break up with me just because I've caused a scene once or twice in front of them. However, I've gotten better at not doing that, but his mother and brother still seem to hate me. The worst part is that he won't stand up for me. He says that he doesn't because I don't stand up for him when my dad makes fun of him. However, my dad doesn't say mundane things about him or tell me to break up with him. He just has a nickname for him: Bobblehead. How do I defend that? Considering his brother and mom call me a b***h. And I defend Robert when my dad does make fun of him in a way that's too insulting. Like when he says that Robert needs a job and stuff like that. Then yes, I stand up for him.
Get this: he also threatened to tell Jason (the guy that interviewed me) not to hire me because I was being bitchy. I feel like a ******** rag doll getting tossed around like this! Or like a puppet with short strings. I have no control over almost anything! I think I'm gonna skip class tomorrow and just lie around in bed all day. I haven't felt this depressed in a long time.
 Earths_Eclipse · Wed Mar 05, 2008 @ 12:50am · 0 Comments |
