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the truth behind my 'mask' ...this is something i have been wanting to say but i didnt get around to typing it up until now...i think that people should read this so that they know me truely..not the "mask" that i always show.......i come from a broken home where my mom hardly loves me and Ken (my so called "father" wink drinks and lies to me on a daily basis whenever i c him (about 1 or 2 times a year)...its been like this for years and i havent told anybody, the reason im so helpful is because i NEVER want anybody to feel as bad as i do when im at home....im deciding to throw my "mask" away and show who i truely am and not care what anybody says....o and btw the girl whom i cant help but love (rl) doesnt even like me back..and the girl whom i love (gaia) loves me back, but her best friend doesnt even trust me.....yet another crappy chapter in "Another Boring Day In The Life Of FireRaver" stare and no im not just typing this so that i can get attention, im not that kind of person...actually i dont even know who i m n e more.........."pain doesnt hurt if its the only thing you've ever felt" -Brad A.K.A. me

Posted by: FireIRaver Mon Jul 25, 2005 @ 01:41am

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Commented on: Mon Jul 25, 2005 @ 01:46am


	huggles I feel bad for you but then again....thats like me at my home...i hate it..i always want to get out the house whenever i can.....its sad.......bleh...i just hope i dont have to deal with this too long.......

Commented on: Mon Jul 25, 2005 @ 01:49am


	hey babe that actually brought me to tears im so sorry i never knew and yeah trully do love u and i would do anything to keep us together...........jasmine says that she might learn to trust u but dont worry i will always trust u........but after jasmine got hurt she really hasnt been able to trust again but it all will b ok soon trust me.........i will always love u never forget it heart heart heart heart xoxoxoxoxoxoxo gives him a really big hugg

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Commented on: Mon Jul 25, 2005 @ 02:01am


	Bableblu67: ya doesnt it feel horrible?? mommaz_angel: thanks for that...i hope she doesn learn to trust me huggs back thanks u guys, ur really makin me believe that you can have true friends over the internet...my friends at school know this about me but they dont do n e thing to make me feel better stare

Commented on: Mon Jul 25, 2005 @ 02:07am


	After I read your journal entry, I just thought "Wow..........................." for a really long time. I'm sorry that you life is like that, and would give anything to make it better. That last quote "pain doesn't hurt if it's the only thing you've ever felt," got me crying. It's sad really, how some people who deserve to be living happy lives lead lives of misery. cry

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Commented on: Mon Dec 03, 2007 @ 10:02am


	i didnt know this........ ithought i had it bad...my life actually sounds quite good now nd forget about ur "parents" u got a brother now :]

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