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jsut thoughts...03/10/08
wow this world is so confusing so many things happening at once.. really hard to explain but hell ill try my best biggrin well today at school it was alright got smash by a textbook a couple of times o well i deserve it..at this point of my life tis super hard i don't trust much people seeing as what has happened every time i do in a way i am a loner.. and i don't mean i have no friends or anything its just hard to explain i rather be the guy at home crying my self to sleep then worry every one with my problems. i mean seriously i am not worth it guys i have great friends on teh web and off and i truly appercaite that guys you have been the best ever but just as i see things going i sometimes wish everything would end basically my life i mean truthfully who would really gone? is there really anyone that cares for me? will my confusion pain and sorrow truthfully every end? and i question love? is it possible at times i've thought ******** yay! but then i get constantly reminded of what has happened and how much it hurt. o well -.- i guess its my "destiny" at times i wish i was the nerdy kid that no one pays attention to or even talks to barely so i can just concentate on my thoughts o well its not going to happen i am to hyper and yay o.e you guys know what i am talking about... well one good thing i guess i entered arenas avatar.. i don't expect to get far but what the hell why not biggrin so yeah not much to look forward to i guess do poeple accutly read this if so id liek you guys to leave comments so i may go onto yours adn post some to and people who accultly read this i love you guys biggrin i mean i write alot im sorry o.e im just letting ym soul out im tired of opresing ti inside my bottle of sorrow o well we shall see thats ti for now thanks
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