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Ohmagawd, it sucks to be listening to soft, calming love songs. Dammit, I miss you!!!!!!!!!!! D; "Would you lie with me and just forget the world...?" GAAAAHHHH WHY MUST I TORTURE MYSELF SO.... I think I'm gonna cry now. NO! Must....be....strong!!!! I don't miss you, I don't need you....I'm lying! I miss you!!!!!!!!! T____T ...Tell me why I need coffee and TV. Because that would be really great right now. Even though I don't really drink coffee, but I do watch TV! x3 Gawd, I'm so lonely right now. That's the worst part of vacation: no friends! Unless you're the kind of person who actually has a life and goes out to places practically everyday with your precious friends. Well, whoo hoo, lucky you. Dx I wanna go out too!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why, why, why... Well, actually, I'm too lazy to go out anywhere right now. But I don't think it would be a good idea to stare at the computer screen and make online friends for the rest of the day. My eyes are already getting blurry, too. GAAAAHHHH. Maybe I should do some snooping on Myspace? I love/hate doing that! xP But I'll do it anyway. NOOO. I shouldn't. It'll make me miss people more and more than usual and that would mean that I'm practically torturing myself. But it's sooo addicting!! D: WHY WHY WHY??!?!?!!?!?!?!? I seriously need a life. DAMMIT! Must...find...a life.... For now, I'll just listen to my "calming" yet torturing music.... Even though it's mostly screaming people who complain about their lives. But I'm okay with it. (:

Rainbow of chaos
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Thu Mar 20, 2008 @ 03:28am

we should do something for your b-day!! maybe have a party blaugh that'll cheer ya up mate. Dude I used the word mate i love that word!! mrgreen but seriously we should do something... plus I got u a present!! heart

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