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This journal will be partially written in white text I suggest you don't read it.
quote of the day a conversation between kyle and marec
K-"suck my d**k...NOW...slut!"
M-"*sigh*....agian?"
K-"YES AGAIN!!"
M-"But....its too big...."
I invited julia over to be mom for me, because I was confused...
"No.
I'm not hanging out today. Or tomorrow. OR all break.
Maybe then you'll realize how upset I am that you did meet me at the ******** MEETING place.
Hey, you have all break to see what its like to spend the night crying and have your mom so mad that she wont even take you to Rite Aid."
The word break in there scared the s**t out of me, my eyes jumped to it first.
I don't exactly know what to say back to it, I took a shower and thought about it. Why was I getting blamed, I didn't make the plan megan did and I'm not allowed to go near her, If I went to pick her up here mom would have seen me and then I would be ********. I can't blame megan though, she'll cry about it, I kinda lied to her and told her everything was fine now. I'll just hold the blame for now I guess, if things don't blow over I'll.... I don't know.. I think shes only mad at me because her parents are mad at her and she can't be mad at them. I dont want to leave her hanging with no response but I think we both need sometime to think. I'm to confused to write more. I woke up at 9 today logged onto gaia and read that though, its almost like I expected it.
[edit] sorry to megan for lying to you, believe me it hurt me too, I have a very guilty conscience >.<
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