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So, big big news. My appetite has gone to Hell, and I don't think it plans on coming back soon. I've been "starving" myself for the past two weeks. Me, the gluttonous b***h over here. We've had ice cream in the fridge for two weeks now just because I stopped eating. And its not like I'm trying to become anorexic(spelling?), I'd be glad to go upstairs and make my a** bigger by eating a two pound bag of twizzlers we have in the cupboard. And I've lost my talent of hiding my annoyance-triggered depression from my parents. So now they think I should go to a therapist....well, I know they're right, I definetly need something to calm my psycho mentality, but I hate how all those therapists think they can make it all better with pills. They're no different then hanging out with coke-addicts, except they charge you for the hour, whereas coke-heads are free, plus you get a trip. Now isn't that better then lying down on one of those urine-soaked beds in the offices with all sorts of weird s**t all over the walls..the urine-soaked walls....and the dude sits there and asks you meaningless questions...and at the end, they tell you it was all your parents fault....no, wait, they only tell you that if you no longer live with your parents.....which I still do....for a while....for at least 2 more years.....

Wow, people have the nerve to read this s**t?! ********! Ooh! Ooh! Guess what?! ......................................no, nevermind. I forgot. Heheh.

My mom came into my room at around 1 am last night...(actually, this morning) and she's like, "omg, what's wrong w/ you? have you been feeling sick?" And so it turns out she thinks she's gonna come home one day and find my dead body cuz I killed myself, or she's gonna come home and find me on an acid trip. I don't know which she'd prefer...............so I should surprise her. :p

Anyways, yeah. Anybody know a cheap therapist that drinks too much? I can go to them, and then come back w/ something that says, "your daughter is fully healed." and then it comes w/ a pack of pills (not truly "get better" pills, but "lets see purple walls" pills) and a note that says, "give her 3 of these every hour, on the hour."

yeah.......this entry was so full of drug use......... domokun