If only you could hear, the screams that echo in my head
never dimming, never going away
they torture my soul, but ring throughout my body, making me completely aware of my pain
If only you could hear, the ringing in my ears
never dimming, never going away
they never leave me in silence, where i choose to be, but echo in my mind, making me completely aware that i'm slowly going deaf
If only you could hear, my joints cracking with every move i make
never stopping, never failing to be painful
causing my tortured soul and the screams in my head, as my joints pull themselves in and out of their sockets, dislocating every so often for nothing at all
If only you could feel, the pain that taunts every waking minute of my days
you would never last three seconds as me, the screams alone would drive a normal person insane
the only time i am free is in my dreams, where i feel no pain, and yet, every dream is a nightmare
If only you knew, what it is like to be me
what it is like to feel what i feel and hear what i hear every second that i am awake
never dimming, never fading
and yet, feeling like knives are stabbing through my concious mind at every waking second
If only I could be, normal and free
the pain being so intense that I am constantly dizzy
I cannot do what everyone else finds easy without extreme pain and discomfort
I cannot even watch television without my joints screaming out for help
If only you knew what I feel every day
MaggotGirl13 Community Member 
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