I sat with Megan and watched my bus go bye. It was another thing that I've always wanted to do, let the bus go by and not care. I was always so fixated on getting home as fast as possible. I had to watch it go bye, and on the inside I was just like, yes, I did it. We just sat, chilling and talking for a bit, then I walked her to practice and walked home. On the way I saw a female deer with a tail that was like 1 foot long, it was pretty cool. Then I saw these ducks that I thought were something special but they were, common golden eye ducks.
Blasting my new system, its nice, I feel it all the way upstairs, it shakes the entire house at low volume.
I'm really happy that nezzie and megan made up.
I'm angry about something else though, I ended up deciding to make this punching bad to blow off steam on, I coated the pole that we all though was holding my house up in carpet, then in a layer of duct tape. I punched it from the side that needed to be pushed back into place, I guess the entire pole shot back all at once, because after a few warm up punches I hit it hard and it flew out. I don't know how, it was in there so good... but whatever, I need something new to do now, I guess that was satisfying for now.
I feel like I gave it all up, and I'm on the edge of never seeing any of it again. I almost wish it would all go away, and I could start over. Whatever its karma, happens, I'll be fine.
Good news - I realized if I put my feet up on something when I do push ups my p***s won't hit the ground anymore. That was really the only reason I didn't like push ups so yay, I get exercise now.
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Things are settled, patch updated, were on version .02 now.
I went out for a walk with Jake from 11 to 2, it was nice.
I feel like I'm connecting more with people like Hiram now, my other friends are really there for me now. He even understands and accepts what happened, Jake does too.
Tomorrow will be fun ^^
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