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My So Called Life
6:20 am woke up
Thursday morning
February 27, 2008
Part 1 : School

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9:37 am - Mr.Nedd - Art Class


i sit here in this drowning pool
suffocating under this intense pressure,
boredom, frustration, anger, rage,
an hauntingly emptiness
a hollow inside
so the spotlights on me now
i surrender without a care
i hear the dial tone on speaker
life could get no more unfair.
so what if i skipped?
i was gone for 3 minutes
so when i return,
a sheet of paper waits for me
you tell me to write me name on it.
now i sit
waiting for the call home
yet my mind wanders off
to explore the unknown,
i hate this place,
this place where i am,
so why don't i move?
id like to,
but i can't.
3 days suspension
is the sentence i drone
also a letter,
explaining why ill be home,
3 days of misery
3 days of sorrow,
i guess ill lay on my bed
and sleep until tomorrow
lying safe in my dreams
where no trouble or harm
no bad thoughts
no calls home,
but when the clock rings
and i awake to this world,
i face my troubles once more,
only this time its double.
no need to cry,
no need to fear,
no need to worry,
no reason to care.
A DAY IN MY SO CALLED LIFE.