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Why can't miracles happen for me? Did I use up my last one because of the ********' cancer?! GODDMANIT!! Why does everything have to be such a ******** mess?? I could care less if I got shot in the head right now... Why does everyone have to do everything better than me? I'm not glorifying myself. No sir-ee! I'm just looking back at how ******** pathetic I am... I don't know what to do... Why do looks have to matter..? *sigh* Okay, I need to shut up before I start using capslock again and ******** have the nerve tp tell me to CALM DOWN... I suck at drawing, and I don't think there's anything in the world that'll change that...Unless, of course, something miraculous happens that leave me either skinny or with a ******** talent other than being a constantly-bitching Emo. I'm so self concous... Those are me two sins: Pride and Envy, I swear it neutral ... And here's something else to add to the psycological hell I'm in. NOW MY ******** CRAMPS DECIDE TO COME. I hate life right now. But, it'll pass as time progresses. Well, I don't know if anyone else is feeling the way I do right now, but I think I'll probably pop some Ibuprofen and go back to sleep, where al least ONE person seems to care... Everyone, if you read this, then I suggest you steer clear of me for a while. I'm bound to be armed and dangerous confused I think I need to face the facts here and accept all these losses in my life, but...well, some...I'm just not ready to let go... This feeling is confuzing. I've dreamt about someoen TWICE now, but I only SLIGHTLY know what it means...I don't know about the other half... I'm confused, sad, angry, ashamed, and cramping. Yep, I'm Emo today... Later everyone. I'm off to cry like a b***h now...

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