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I just notice I shouldn't have said those things to hurt him, but I don't know what to do, my heart is still waiting for him, this sounds really stupid, but I really miss him.
I can't believe this would happen to me after 4 weeks after I wrote that PM and Email.
O.....I just wish he would understand but he knows what is going on, and he knows how much I love him, you wouldn't want to know what is going threw my head right now.
Anger? *No*
Unhappy *No*
Feeling Weird *yes*
what as can I add to this, my brain is dying on me because I am broken hearted with him, and I just can't stop thinking about him.
Going to a wedding tonight, as a guest, and these is a problem I can't stop thinking about him and I just can't stop loving him >_<
right now I am not doing anything much beside updating here and telling you all whats on my mind, and you wouldn't believe I have gone totally crazy.
Like I said I would never get the answer I wished.
And never take the things that you couldn't keep like the title said.
anyway wish me luck on not getting drunk tonight and swearing the hell out of myself. sad
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