This morning, after I got out of the shower, I just had this overwhelming sense of depression and I cried for literally no reason. Things have been going my way for a while now, despite the fact that I'm still strapped for cash and my credit cards keep asking for more and more money because I have to keep putting gas in my car. Robert and I haven't been fighting over anything bad (our last fight was started by Steven, and we fixed it that same night). My I finished two papers on Saturday and the outline for my 7-page paper due in a week for history. And my chinchilla project is almost done along with our group presentation for the same class. I'm going to stop taking birth control pills because they're making me crazy (I feel like I'm in a constant fog because I'll do something and then regret it later because my hormones are taking over my life). My iron is high enough and my plasma count is high enough that I can continue to donate plasma for another week in a row. I found another job or two to apply for instead of Camelot that actually might be better for me. All of this stuff is good, and yet I started crying for a good half hour this morning.
 Earths_Eclipse · Mon Apr 14, 2008 @ 04:05pm · 0 Comments |
