I got the news about my bf today...he's alive...but he's still in critical condition so he might still not make it....I pray to god he does make it though. If Jacob was to die today I dont know what I'd do...I wouldn't even get to say good-bye...have one last kiss...one last hug....one last i love you....oh god, i hope he makes it...oh god plz let him make it.*cry*why did you give him cancer god why??????
Key
I can still see the pain on your face
Yet I still can't open your case
There is no longer light
I'm slowly losing sight
Why did you become sick
It gave my life a big kick
As I sit by your side and hold your hand
Death is all around
You doze off to sleep
I try to look at you but it hurts too deep
I think of you
I'm not sure there's anything I can do
God made this happen, the reason I don't know
But now I have to be strong so my feelings wont show
You whisper my name
For this I will take the blame
There's one candle still lit
Though sometimes I forget
This world is so dull, and cold
You are still bold
If you go tonight
That little candle will have no light
I'll be trapped in the dark
With a big hole in my heart
Please don't leave me
Because now I have given you the key
(I dedicate this to my bf with cancer. love ya jacob!without you i would have no light in this world!)
 miroku fan 101 · Tue Apr 15, 2008 @ 10:54pm · 0 Comments |
