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Ok so lately I have been looking at tarot cards a lot and the one thing that they all have in common is the word death so it must be bound to happen either that or it is very likely about a 99.999999999% chance but it says it will change me but that indicates it would be someone close to me that I actually care about and even though it should be more it is probably about a dozen because I don't believe family should get love just because they are family but anyways so I really fear that and thought I should get it out and that I hope it isn't actually some one who is really close to me I would just break down and cry ( which for those of you who don't know I don't cry and haven't for years so it would be a big deal) and worst case scenario is that I would be there to witness it. Just felt like getting that out kind of pointless but still it has a point to me.