View User's Journal

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Remember that night you told me that you liked me before?
It made my heart beat so fast looking at that.

It's oh so true stranger.
I hate, but love you.

For awhile it's been a really long time for me to realize.
That it's oh so true.

These feelings that I have for you.
I've liked you since the 7th grade

When I first layed eyes on you.
I gave up on you for my dear friend.

Since I thought I had no chance.
I failed at knowing what to do at the time.

I fell head over heels for your friend.
Thinking it'd help me get over you.

But it didn't help at all.
It all failed in the end.

I never realized how much I truly cared
till I realized what kind of person you really were.

This hatred was for the things I realized you were.
At times I wanted to understand you.

But it seems like that time might not ever come.
Be open with me.

No matter where we are.
No matter where we may be.

These feelings will stay here
close to my heart.

Believe me or not.
I don't care.

It's my heart and my heart alone.
Care to keep a secret?

Everything you read
that your eyes are seeing.

Every letter, every meaning of each stanza.
Since I'll never be here waiting long enough.

I'm hurt.
But it's my fault for never opening up to you either.

I'm sorry, but everything I say.
It's oh so true.

My dearest Julien...
iLoveYou.

But maybe it's best I let go...
Who know's.

Maybe next time.
I'll listen closely to my heart.

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

More Information