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*sigh*

My face really hurts. I actually remembered that I was supposed to put my sun tan lotion on, but I forgot to bring it on the bleachers with me...
And no matter how hard I try to constantly block my face from the sun, the UV rays get to me anyway.

I didn't mean to ignore you in the hall, Val. And it wasn't because I was mad or anything. I can't explain the feeling, but I'm going to try anyway:

I felt like I was in one of those music videos where this one kid is walking at a regular pace (that would be me) but everyone else is in this black and white blur because they're moving so fast. Then I saw you, and heard you talking to me. But my brain divided into two parts.

One said: Hey, it's Valerie, go say hi.

The other said: Who is that? Why is she talking to me? Whoah. Look at her talking to me. I wonder what she wants. Leave me alone. Look at her walking away. What kind of facial expression is that?

And the two sides of my out-of-focus brain were fighting each other and the first part won, but you were already gone and all thought of you was flushed from my head. It was like walking through jell-o, all unfeeling.

I felt seriously out of wack.

And I've been dizzy all day. I keep walking into s**t and not realizing I'm slowly leaning to one side until I fall over. Maybe I'm sick..