For those of you that know me well, you know that I've always been headstrong, and I knew what I wanted. But, lately, I've lost sight of everything, and I've become confused as to what I'm trying to accomplish, and who I am.
I'm not the same innocent eleven year old that walked into middle school, hoping to make new friends, and gain new experiences. I'm not the thriteen year old boy who walked out of grade eight, with enemies that I could count on one hand, and new experiences with girls that I wanted to broaden. I'm not the freshman or sophomore that couldn't get a girlfriend because he was too shy. I'm not the nice guy everyone thinks I am.
I'm the type of guy who destroys everything people have built. I turn what I touch to chaos. I've done nothing on purpose, and everything by thinking it was the right thing to do. I believed in love, it's lies, and how it turns you against yourself and your friends, to keep the feeling alive. It consumes your thoughts, and brings down everything you've built.
Alas, love has brought me to the time in my life, where it has left me confused about where my life is headed, and what I've turned the boy everyone knew and respected into. The boy that is nearing manhood, is a harbinger of death and destruction, leaving a wake of debris and broken dreams behind him. He's lost and confused, and looking for help that is un-wavering and not easily torn down. Is there anything like that, in this God-forsaken world of his?
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In here I'll write my thoughts and feelings, what I'm questing for, and ideas for my various scripts.
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Toy Devil
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