Yeah, this will mean little to most of you, but I just need to get it out...so ignore it if you have a problem with it...
I've been at odds with life lately. Not a new thing for me, really, but something seems different this time. I don't know, most of the people in my life just make me feel kinda worthless somtimes...well, usually...like no matter what I do, it's going to be wrong. No matter what I say, it's wrong. I try to help, I just get in the way. I don't want to feel worthless...I want to be able to do things right...to gain the approval of others...and I need to feel loved...It seems like the only time when things feel right is when I'm with my boyfriend... Gotta go for the night, I'll continue this rant later...
maiden_of_twilight · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 04:24am · 2 Comments |