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So first off, I had to watch psycho and that was boring, I ended up leaving for 10 minutes to watch Megan and make sure she was ok. She seemed fine, entertained by the interwebs, snl jeopardy, gaia, and deviant art. She said she wouldn't be able to use the internet, I'm glad she was able to though.
Thank you to Julia for letting me huggle you while I was all nervous, and for scratching my back, and calming me down a bit.
Then next period I had a math test, but I didn't really know any of it, and I didn't really care enough to try, too much on my mind...
Then I had my study hall, and I needed to see Megan, and the library was full, so I told the teacher I was leaving, and it was that important so she could just mark me for a cut.
Then I went for a walk with Jake and we talked, and he was like, you should be reacting to all this a bit more, I mean if she said that kinda stuff to me I'd be really hurt. I love going out and talking to Jake I just wish I had more time for it. He also told me that supposedly Megan's old friends said that she used to be more.. erm.. innocent..ish (for lack of a better word), until she started lying to her parents and then she went overboard. I know she lies but I still trust her ('._.)
I think that by not caring about myself I'm hurting other people; do I care about myself?
So then after that bit, I didn't get any work done at lunch, and I'm still not getting any done. People liked my hair though, and I spiked the back, and now I want to go get a camera and take pictures >.<
So the day ended, and I went home, Margar came with. We made a smoothie and tried to fall asleep. As soon as I was about to pass out, my dad called. DaaaaD!! >.< and then again I was falling asleep and my mom called MMaaM! >.< Troublesome parents >.>
Righto, so we went out in the rain to buy an energy drink JOLT FTW! and junior mints. It started raining really hard though, so we camped out inside 7-11 and bought a bag of chips.
Went back to my house, bla bla bla, parents, joel, groceries, Megan is sick now, I'm still a wreck in my own little world. If only the pain I got took away from what you get -_-
Oh so me and Megan had this poetic conversation about how she's feeling right now, and well I kinda gave up now, just reminded me why I hate poetry. Poetry is to easy to interpret however you want. I'm stupid, I need you to just stab me with the problem, not knit me a problem scarf. I don't think I like being called stupid either, except I kinda do at the same time, I know your just playing with me, but its like that time after boxing. Hiram and Dan - "your eyes are blood shot, were you crying. ::Imitation:: It hurts on the inside." I know its meant in a friendly way, but it kind rubs it in a bit. When I was a kid my friend Mike would hit me on the head all the time, and I didn't really care, but my mom was like, why is he always hitting you, he shouldn't do that... Weird memory, it just popped up XD

So its 11pm now, and I have lots of work to do, I have the car keys out so I guess I'm going to go get that camera. Maybe drink some juice.

I can't let you go, and I don't have the strength to lift you

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Took pictures, updated my profile.

Recent video uploads:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCvj0lpA_DI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNpOx7UOXVE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2VSlANeS0gs

Pictures:
http://i119.photobucket.com/albums/o129/lobsterbomb/Hair002.jpg
http://i119.photobucket.com/albums/o129/lobsterbomb/Hair003.jpg
http://i119.photobucket.com/albums/o129/lobsterbomb/Hair004.jpg

Now 1am.