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Ok I really need this today

Danny is so perfect, I'm like in too too too deep

James has been pressuring me to dump him but I cant do it! I just Cant!!!

My friends are slowly leavin' me

I cut myself a week a go and I havent forgiven myself

If you dont know anything about me, my ex boy raped me about 5 and a half months back

I think I might be pregnant. Probably not but still...

I'm taunted everywhere

I KNOW I'M FAT!!!



My family...dont get me started

I'm lying again like a lot

James caught me and I bet Dannys gonna read this and know I lied about being all 'happy' and such...

I think I have cancer cuz my ex boy had cancer and one of the signs is you cough blood and I did that yesterday.

I'm scared that I'm gonna be kidnapped if I leave the house so I havent left it except to go to school

I have extreme paranoia right now, I feel that no one can be trusted not even Danny

No ones helping me

My dad hasnt gotten me my little happy pills

I'm totally ADDICTED

I need someone to hold me so bad...

I wish I'd die in my sleep...life hasnt been the same since Dave raped me...

I want my old life back

I want my virginity back

I want ME back.

XOXO
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