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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody going to save me?
Today was okay.

Study Hall was fun; it was in the cafeteria. I sat with Ry-Ry, Rachel, Jake, and then people I didn't really like... >_> Dylan BS comes over and hands this paper to Rolando. He drew RoRo as a dog with an afro, heavy-lidded eyes, and poofy lips. Then at the top in caps it said: JESSICA'S b***h.

>_>

That was cool.

But now Ry-Ry's always so cold towards me and I feel so depressed. crying

What did I do, man?

*sigh*

And Track practice was weird, because for some reason only a third of the team showed up. The throwers practiced with these weird shotputs filled with sand that we threw around using different parts of our arms, legs, and back. Then a pylo workout, and then we just walked a couple times around the track before doing one 200m sprint.

It's just that the day felt so un-fufilling, y'know? And it didn't feel like a Friday.


I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
One, I have no friends left.
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.






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Weaselletta
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commentCommented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 03:58pm
It's 'cuz RyRy's met me. wink


commentCommented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 04:14pm
crying



bushy_haired_freak
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