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I'm still very scared...my hearing is slowly getting worse and worse... the noise, the horrible ringing, is getting louder and louder. It's not just one ear anymore, but they're both getting worse. I wonder if I'll end up becoming deaf. It'd ruin my chances of a plan B for a job if I do. I'll only have one chance, and if I fail, I'll be a failure at life. It's terrifying. I'm going to a doctor sometime for it, though I'm not positive when. I'll have to check my calendar. But I really do hope, for my futures sake, that my hearing recovers. Playing the violin is become harder by the week.