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i know i have many problems and i should have problems cause if i didn't then i would be prefect and I'm not i can understand why i have most problems and issues but the one problem that i don't understand or can figure is why can't i feel or actually love someone it's almost like i can't love at all I've met so many girls and made so many of them friends but not a single one of them i can really date and feel extremely happy I'm not sure what it is or even why that is maybe it's because of my depression disease or i simply just can't find no one and i guess i fated to end up being alone but the void inside me stays there and never leaves it feels as though i gets bigger every second... the saying it's "better to have love then to never love at all" those who have loved knows how it feels inside and those who haven't loved at all doesn't know how it feels at all and are the loners who live a lonely meaningless life and are forgotten in the world i feel that i am one of those loners that will be lost in the world living a wasted life on a wasted body who doesn't deserve to live so why do i live?