Dead Skin-Crossfade
I know what I want. And for once I am not going to wait for it. I am going forward and taking it for myself. I am surprised myself that I would actually do this. And for once, I am not scared to accept the changes, move away from the past, forgive the petty matters, let go of my hate, and hold on to everything that matters to me. Its like shedding for me. I've changed on the inside. The bitter resentment I have for certain people faded overnight, the flaming love it only grew stronger, my weakness faded away. The lies I've told to climb up to the top have fallen away and now I am going to reveal all my lies. One by one. Day by day. Its the only way I know how to heal this hole in my heart I've created with my own hands.
Dead Skin- by Crossfade
So I'm the king
Of all these things
Of this mess I have made
Such a waste
What a shame
My whole life is a fake
Well I'm a bore
And I'm sure
I'm a thorn inside of you
That has torn at you for years
The alcohol
The demerol
These things never could replace
What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face
I'm a bore and I'm sure
I'm a thorn inside of you
That has torn at me for years
I can't get out of this dead skin
(I can't shed my skin)
I'm not sure where to begin
(Why can't I begin again)
I can't get under my dead skin
(I can't shed my skin)
Can I sleep til then?
Phenobarbital and alcohol
These two surely will do
To knock me out
Keep me down at least a day or two
When I'm awake
I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bare
Some days I pray someone will blow me away
Make it quick
But let it burn
So I can feel my life fade
Well I'm a waste and I can taste
How bitter I've become
And It's more than I can bare
I can't shed my skin
I can't get out of this dead skin
(I can't shed my skin)
I'm not sure where to begin
(Why can't I begin again)
I can't get under my dead skin
(I can't shed my skin)
Can I sleep til then?
I can't shed my skin
I can't shed my skin
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