AW ******** DAMN IT, I just realized I prayed last night... Now I feel like I owe god for this one... But I don't want to believe in god
The music I'm listening to just told me "I need you to believe in love" right as I was writing. Therefor, god just told me to believe in love <3
Moving on today felt like everything that happened was destine to happen. I got out of work early because they didn't have anything for me to do. Like at 12:30, I caught the train into Bryn Mawr, and I went home. Then I skated to school and on the way I saw Megan's Uncle, her grandma's son, who I was going to school to talk to. He told me lots of stuff, it was good, I felt like this was ment to happen. I got to school, my friends told me I was an idiot, and I took the bus to megans, got off at the stop after and ran to her grandma's were I hid outside for 2 minutes thinking her dads car was in there parking lots. I talked to myself:
The doors open just go knock, whatever happens it was meant to. What the ******** are you doing, this is serious, wait for him to leave. Oh wait, never mind sweatdrop neighbors car...
So I knocked and she invited me in. I had her son call her for me, so she was expecting me. Talked to her, and her son came in and I talked to him. They made me feel a lot better, I explained everything to them and they were very understanding. I love that side of her family =3
Oh wow spaced out, I think Kevin Zhao may have to be my Man of Honor when I get married. Yea that was an interesting day dream.
I just found a song I've been looking for, Red Hot Chili Peppers - By The Way
Well today was amazing, I better work on my senior project, I my open my journal to the public soon if things blow over.
I had a bunch of dreams this morning and I hung out with the Dixons yesterday, and I ran into Andrea, but I didn't write about any of it QQ
I got a call from Joe telling me the cops were at Megan's house. He told me I should probably leave my house for a while so I went to do laundry with Margar in her apartment. I don't think the cops ever showed up to my house though.
I talked to Joe again at a bit after 9 he said that Megan's Mom told him that the cops were at her house because the people at the restaurant across the street kept parking in front of their drive way. I don't necessarily believe that, but it could be. Joe brought up the fact that everything fell into place to well, and we both think its~
DESTINY!!
I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE DAMMIT! scream
[ 11:30 pm ]
I love you Megan, you make my life so exciting rofl
Although I didn't get to live out my destiny to prove myself worthy to your parents, you saved my a** and I'm very great full. Can I owe you my life now? Please =3
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Beagirl1227 05/29/2008 11:03 pm
i have such awesome news you wont believe it
i told the police officer that it was completely consensual
my dads not pressing charges
so far there is no restraining order and there might never be
you wont get that mark on your record, just a warning.
i promise, i wouldnt EVER let them get you.
i told you i'd take care of you, didnt i?
Theres NOT mark on your record and dont let margaret make you emo and please dont hate me because i just saved your a** completely and made my parents hate me to the point of threatening to send me away to florida with my scary aunts for the summer so please please please trust me that you're fine.
MY PARENTS ARENT PRESSING CHARGES AND THE POLICE OFFICER SAID THAT IT WONT BE MARKED ON YOUR RECORD AND THAT YOU'LL BE ABLE TO GRADUATE AND GO TO COLLEGE WITH NO PROBLEMS.
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I love you so much Megan, I've really just been worried about being able to see you again. I guess I'll see you this Monday and Friday <3
Goodnight!
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