Where have i been most of the time
All i wanted was for you to know
My core is cold as ice and blacked with darkness
My reflection is nothing of what i use to be
I see a person that i'm unsure if i'm suppose to be
Its better for me to be hated for what i am then to be loved for what i am not
Things go backwards rewind in the mind
Smiles and tears fade
Feelings fade in to the shade
Cold thoughts running through my mind
Under the shadows i close my eyes
I see a person that i want to be
Then i see the person i'm meant to be
Bleeding though the darkness of my sorrows i fall
I fall to a stance that hates me as much as i hate it
I have to be this
I have to take it
Open these dark eyes and breath
Seeing that everything was because of me
I feel dead i feel cold
No feeling no remorse
A evil laugh of what i am to be
A feeling less smile curls up on my face
Cole back my eyes are and fire surrounding me
Death falling from both ways
This is what i am and this is what i became
A person that is going to end the game
But i never gotten to tell you that i only wanted to be you
Sorry dad i tried to become somthing else but this is what i have to be
R.I.P. Jacob Garza aka my dad
 SupremeFallenCrimson · Sun Jun 01, 2008 @ 10:56pm · 1 Comments |
