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Crying her heart away, she feels herself dying...
She saw it in his eyes...

Saying something stupid, she inflicted pain. Not knowing what her words were doing to him, she kept going. Stupid girl. Stupid selfish girl. Now she doesn't know what to do. She blames herself. It's all her. She knows it...

She can't help but break down. She's scared and panicked. Will she lose him? Will he feel the same? She's a stupid girl... just ******** stupid... She's just a ******** selfish, stupid girl. He blames her... she believes this. He won't feel the same anymore, she fears. She's hurt... Everyone sees it... Everyone can tell. Her eyes give her away.

Lets call her Potatoe.
"Potatoe, what's wrong? You look so sad," they all asked. They all knew. She couldn't hide, she couldn't run away, no matter how much she tried. She couldn't help but fall apart. She feels herself breaking, all because she might lose him, forever... all because she's a stupid girl...

I'm stupid. I'm selfish. I'm scared.
I'm so ******** stupid...