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~*Please play me a song

Music class was O.K. Not so fun, our music teacher gave us a lecture on 'posers.' She used the example of people who go to a christain school, but don't follow Jesus.
Is she calling me a poser?
I sunk in my seat as heads turned on, 'non-followers.' People believe that i might convert. I maybe, but it really doesen't change the way i am. It's a religion. . . are you changing in what I believe? Well anyways straight to the point, i walked away from Ariana and Bernadine. Ariana is always staring at me like i'm crazy, or just ya know frustrated. -Sigh- yes i know why. . .. So I 'magically' teleported to the other side of the music room to where Madyson and Jamie were sitting. Taylor and Tanner were playing their guitars, everyone was practicing for the talent show (me, i'm just writing a research paper so i don't have to do the talent show).
I sat and listened. They were having alot of fun, me, i was just listening to a very girly conversation that included people i didn't even know. i put my head down and let it rest on my knee. A crouch position, and stared at my shoe. -Laughs- I don't know why, but i just stared! Like it was soo important! Tanner saw me and swept and sat on the chair in front of me. He played a song for me. I looked up at him and he made no eye-contact. He was serious when he played, I didn't like his face. Why? It wasn't him. . . he just looked to mad, and not gentle. I sighed and bent over to touch his guitar, but he moved.
Oh. I whispered. Someone is serious when they play. He faced me again and laughed. My heart thumped. I really hate that. So much. not so fun being weak, because of this virus that spread throught out my body. Love, that is what it is called. Taylor talked to Tanner, and i felt a bit ignored. But he remained where he was, playing for me.
'I can't date you, because you're buddhist!' I cringed at the thought of what he said. That was a while ago, wasn't it? But he smiled, and laughed as if it was a joke.
When he was done playing a song, he looked at me and started to play another one. It was Iron Man, by black Sabbath? Yes, yes it was. My favorite song. Well the guitar part. He played that for me, and got up and started bobbing his head. I laughed, he was being so retarded.
When the teacher told us to go to our next class, i got up and walked to the hall way. When i was going to my class Tanner stopped me.
'Shut up Arriya.' The most used sentence when i wasn't even talking to him. I was going to turn around and punch him in the stomach, but he caught me and poked lightly at my forehead.
He laughed at my angry face and walked into the gym. He was so annoying. . . he was such a kid. But I liked that about him. Or should i say love? Yes. . .love. I've known and talked about him to much to even like him anymore.