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Today I'm having my friend over. I'm really excited but at the same time I don't want her over. I've never had thoughts like this before. It's really weird. I guess it has something to do with that dream I had and that story. For some reason I just want to shake her and scream at her. But she's my best friend. I don't want to have thoughts like this. I feel like such a bad person. emo