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"Sold"
Today is the day
I have nothing to say
If you're not at the bay,
then why should I stay?
I take a deep breathe
Trying to understand why you left
I close my eyes
It was your choice to die
The breeze blows the leaves
I no longer know what we achieved
As I sit in this park
Everything goes dark
My eyes are black
When you left, my heart sank
I'm so cold
When you went, my soul was sold
((having a random topic on dieing lately...wonder why...
oh well hope you like it anyways))
"Have You?"
Have you ever heard the words "I love you",
but knew they weren't true?
Have you ever said "I'm good, how about you?",
but really you were disappearing like the morning dew?
Have you ever seen someone smiling,
but knew they were waiting for you to dial?
Have you ever acted to hide the truth,
but all you want to be is you?
Have you ever lost a friend,
but didn't know that the pain would mend?
Have you ever watched someone die everyday,
but you didn't know what to do or what to say?
Have you ever told a lie,
but never knew why?
Have you ever walked in the rain,
but still cried in pain?
Have you ever drowned in life
but you were saved with a knife?
Have you ever wanted to cry,
but knew you could only sigh?
Have you ever learned to act,
but stored it up with all your other knick-knacks?
Have you ever thought of how you effect a friend,
but still wanted life to end?
Have you ever wanted to stop the pain in your heart,
but didn't have enough strength to start?
((one of my friends did a poem like this, and that's what inspired me to write this))
"Disappear"
When I first met you I thought you were an angel, I thought you were the angel God sent me to save me from hell(life). I thought you were perfect and that you would always care about me, and always be there. But now you have broken my heart, shattered my soul, and dreams, yet I still think of you as my angel. I still want you to care about me; I still want you to be there for me. But right now I feel like a piece of s**t. I feel like my world has fallen apart; that I no longer have a purpose in my life. Without you by my side I feel like I don't desearve to live, that I should be dead, that I should just be gone. I've thought about suicide, cutting my self, and many other bad things. My heart is broken and only you can heal it. But I'm afraid you wont, that you'll leave me to die in this darkness, that you'll let me shrivel up and die alone. I feel like you don't give a damn about me or my feelings anymore. I bottle my emotions up so no one will worry about me. I don't want you to worry about me. I don't want you to move on either. I don't know what I want but for the moment I wish I could just disappear....
((just all my bottled up emotion about him...))
"Smile"
The wind blows ever so coldly as she takes a step away from her life
She wonders if it's worth all the pain, or if she should end it with a knife
The rain falls harder on this stormy day
She looks out the window and thinks and she lays
The wind is colder then it has ever been before
I wonder why you did it as i stand here on the shore
The rain begins to fall as I watch the gray sky
I look down at the water and whisper bye
The wind now blows warmly on my face
I promise I will never forget you or your place
The rain hasn't been here for awhile
I will never forget you as I walk away with a smile
((I'm moving on...))
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 miroku fan 101 · Mon Jun 09, 2008 @ 11:52pm · 0 Comments |
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