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~*We need to talk
Today, June 11, 2008 was year book signing. Today I was actually going to confess to Tanner. . . or. . . atleast be thinking about it. But we were imprisoned in homeroom for 4 hours. So i had to wait till lunch time or break. I was really happy to 'sign year books,' because it was like book signing. All i had to do was sit at my desk and sign. But i drew pictures of people they wanted in my 'cartoon' style. I should post one up. -laughs- people were so awed by it's beauty!!
Well, Tanner was avoiding me. He's been avoiding me alot, and i've known why. kayli. She was just trying to get him away, and my heart just shattered when i thought he would listen to her. In my head, i had to confess. I told myself so! I would do it, and i would be happy with any answer (maybe i wouldn't).
It got harder to talk to him, because he would say a little sentence and walk away. So i was going to ask, confront him with the issue. When i saw the hallway was getting clear, no sign of Kayli, I grabbed Tanner by the shoulder and turned him around to face me.
We need to talk.
'Um. . . O.K.?' Maybe he was surprised by my serious voice? No matter, i was going to ask him.
Are you avoiding me? I looked at him, and he kept his head down. But his expression changed. He looked up and said,
'What do you mean?' I struggled to say it but continued.
About Kayli. . . is she mad about you hanging around me. . ? Is that why your avoi- He stopped me and got closer.
'Even if she told me, i wouldn' want to.' He was so serious. He was telling me that whatever Kayli said to offend me, he would never do it. I almost smiled, but remained cool. It was just silence, he was waiting for an answer.
Maybe i should confess?
I thought. Yes. It was time. As i was ready to open my mouth, Kayli walked passed us. It was only me and him so close. Then her. Far in the distance, her eye's glaring straight at me, squinting.
I think you should go now. I whispered to him. Tanner turned around and saw Kayli. He grabbed my hand and urged me to follow him, then suddenly dropped it like it stung him.
What are you doing? Go! Kayli was just passing us now, more pissed than ever. Tanner backed up.
Pause
'Sorry. . . I was curious how she would act. . um, later.' As he left and i was alone in the hall way, i crouched and whispered to myself.
To slow. Why did you have to be slow?! What did he-? I got up and walked to my classroom. Atleast he won't do anything she says.
Right?
 NinteyDegrees_South · Thu Jun 12, 2008 @ 12:10am · 1 Comments |
