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I gave you something
and it meant the world to me
i handed it to you
thinking it was in good care

i watched you hold it
gently in your hands
trying hard not to let it fall

when it was sad
you conferred it
when it was scared
you protected it
and when it was down
you held it close to you and loved it

you had made it happier then it had ever been
it felt so joyful and so adored
but my eyes where blind
for what i couldn't really see what was happening

you weren't caring for it
or protecting it
NO
you were playing with it
messing with its insides

screwing around with the feelings
that were ever so fragile
the feelings and trust that you bulit up
were never really there, it was all imaginary

when i went to take it back
there was nothing left to take
all but tiny shattered pieces
that could never be put back togther

i tried and tried to fix what you did to it
but nothing works nor nothing will
it will sit there for eternally, rotting
in ever lasting pain

and who is it i should blame?
he who shattered it to the very core
he who enjoyed messing with the insides
or should i blame the one who gave it to him
in the very first place
the one who thought is was being cared for
and was blind by what she thought love was
the one who gave him something