Life is going rather well right now. I just got a bf and I love him with all my heart and he loves me too^^ No one has ever said that and meant it but when he says it I can help but believe him. I trust him more then anyone I've ever known or met before. I love him more then life and would take a bullet for him any day. I care about him more then the world, and if he died I would die with him. I just couldn't live without him here by my side. Though I would like him to hold me in his arms and never let me go. We could just lay there whispering all night, and that would make me happy. Falling asleep to his voice would be so nice. I bet if I was in his arms, and I feel asleep to the sound of his voice I'd actually sleep good and have good dreams. I want him to kiss me like he wont see me tomorrow. I want him to tell me here's always there for me, and every time we get off that phone that he's going to miss me. Most of all though, I just want to be with him for the rest of my life. That would make me the happiest girl in the universe. I love you Michael, I love you with all my being. I hope you feel the same as I do. I promise you I'm here for you now and forever and that I'm never leaving. Trust me. I would never want to leave you. EVER. I know you might not believe that but I really do mean it with everything I have.
"Above"
You are my friend
We'll be together until the end
I love you with all my heart
Please tell me you'll give us a start
I've seen your face
Though it was in a crowed place
I've heard your voice before
I want to hear it again as I alone on the shore
When will we meet?
I dont want us to be beat
When will you hold me?
Without you I cant see
Kiss my lips with yours so softly
Then we'll doze off
Hold me tight and never let go
Because without you I just dont know
I miss you everyday
Though we've never been to that bay
They cant stop my love
And no matter what happens your smile will always send me above
((I dedicate this to my love Michael. I love you with all my heart and I mean every word. I'm not leaving you, ever. Love you))
"These Walls"
Today was another day I had to lie
One more time and I think I might die
Why do I have to lie to you?
Why cant I just tell you the truth?
I just want you to hold me in your arms
Give me all your charm
Kiss me with your hidden fire within
Would that be such a sin?
My feelings aren't known
SO I sit here alone
I wish you would call
Until then I'll hide behind these walls
((I love you Michael. . .))
"Free"
I smile with a sparkle in my eyes
Inside I want to die
I made this mask long ago
I made these walls so you wouldn't know
The pain in my hear is so real
I had to make a deal
Let no one see
Then you can finally be free
((Now why cant i be free?))
"I Promise"
Take my hand
I promise I wont slip away like sand
Take my heart
I trust you not to turn it tart
Give me your love
I promise to be your saving dove
Give me your heart
I promised I wouldn't break it from the start
We must learn to trust
Or soon we will bust
We must learn to share
So we dont have to be alone with this pain we bare
Trust me
I'll set you free
Love me
I'll kiss you by the sea
I'll give you my love
So you can be my saving dove
I'll give you my trust
So we'll be together; that's a must
((I really do promise Michael. . .))
"Stab My Heart"
Words wont escape my lips
I leave you standing in the rain
My heart you have ripped
How do I handle this pain?
Looking back on that day
I still have nothing to say
Wish I could call you
Though I'm not sure that's what I want to do
Pain is still heavy in my heart
I didn't want to part
You saw the despair in my eyes
Didn't even make you sigh
Then I met him
I'm not at his every whim
You pushed me around for too long
Now I'm glad you're gone
His kisses make up for everything you did
He doesn't treat me like a little kid
His warm hugs make up for you unkind words
He wont stab my heart with a sword
((I can only hope he wont do what you did to me. . .))
"Fly"
You fill my heart with happiness and joy
But just as quickly as you gave it to me you take it away
Please dont leave me like an abandoned toy
Without you I couldn't live another day
Hold me in your arms and never let me go
Whisper in my ear your loving words
Kiss me passionatly just to let your feelings show
Fly with me to another place like a bird
Promise me you wont ever leave
And I'll promise to never go
Promise to always love me
And I'll promose to always let my love for you show
Take my hand and together we will fly
The wind blowing in our face
With you here I can never die
You take me to my happy place
((Just what I'm feeling about my love. . .))
 miroku fan 101 · Sun Jun 22, 2008 @ 01:15am · 2 Comments |
