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I just posted in one of the forums. It was one of the hardest postings I have ever made. I wrote the truth as I saw it. It was on abortion. Its an ugly topic and its a situation that can never be fully realized until someone actually has abortion touch their life in some way. I saw a lot of posts from people who don't know anything about it really except what they see on tv or in the news. They are personally untouched by it. I think thats why I am not for or against it. I know what it really is. In all its ugliness even though I haven't had one. Because I have lived with what happens to someone who has had one my whole life. I know what it does to someone. And I know the suffering they go through because of it.

Woody and the two younger kids went to my MILs and Jon is at drill. Leon and I are home alone and we watch tv etc. Boring. but thats ok.

Tiff is back and Leon is glad to have her back. She brought him a t-shirt of Slash and some cool sun glasses back from her trip.

I might get to go home. For a few days. I haven't been home in 15 years. I don't know how I feel about it. I once thought it would be the greatest thing on earth. Now I don't know how I feel.