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He wrote to me:

"I have come to the conclusion that it doesn't matter because you put your self through that day because you wanted to make me happy I don't want that because I told you that I really wanted too and because of that you got to the point that you are willing but not ready and that's 50%and because I was selfish and didn't I was only thinking about doing that I got you to try which resulted in a bad conciquens that til this day I am sorry for I love you and I'm willing to wait and I rather wait and then want to or to want it more and loose you so I'm going to stop trying it and wait till you are 100% ok so like I said I rather be sexless than bluless"

My Doll...