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Ok, well I just wanna vent my heart out so if you wanna leave don't read it i don't really care but if you do you might get to know me a bit but any way i ******** hate her so much that little piece of s**t she stole every thing from me my first love, kiss, and EVERYTHING but if you don't know her name is emerald she was my first girl friend i ever had and i was 13 (Yes i diden't have a girl friend till i was 13 but i like waiting it was pretty worth it) she was great at first, best i ever had but then she started to look right through me and look at other guys. Fast forward 3 months. I meet another girl named sabryna and we were great together but emerald was just jealous and tried to break us up at the second to last day of school was the trip to magic mountian, sabryna coulden't go but emerald did and she got me in her b***h a** trap and we were togther again so we made out a few times and kissed BILLIONS of times and so on so fourth so when i get back i see sabryna and i wanna ******** shoot myself because i had to tell her i managed to duck from her till 3rd period but by then she knew what was up and her heart was broken........ i wish i never did that because emerald is just using me till she gets to her new dream guy, "ryan" i haven't met him but whatever i don't want to or i would knock him the ******** out but any way im turning Emo for high school even though ill be ridiculed and be written off as an emo forever i just wanna drift back to when i first liked her and slapped the s**t outta her and Emmie... if your reading this.... sucks for you...... COMMENT PLEASE
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EDIT:
Ok well its a few months later and im in high school im not an emo but im my regular crazy self and i still love emerald and sabryna were good friends still and now were stuck inside the high school drama cause emerald apparntly wants to go bi or somethin and now everyones bitchin at her so im trying to help her out but every things cool now and emmie soory for writing that but it was how i felt at the time.


EDIT (2 years after)
Wow, is that how i really felt? Well i found out about a year ago that sabryna set that all up because she didnt want to go out with me anymore. This was accually hilarious to read, but i was only 13. =P