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IN TO LIGHT THERE IS ONLY DARKNESS AS HELL BEGAINS TO MAKE ITS WAY
THE WORLD SLIPS INTO NOTHINGNESS AS EMOTIONS BECOME GONE AS THE SOUL BEGAINS TO FADE AWAY AS LIGHT BECOMES THE END OF MEANS AS THE DARKNESS BECOMES THE LIGHT
THE SOUL BEGAINS TO WONDER AS THE LIGHT BECOMES NO MORE PAIN IN THE HEART OF THE ENDS MEANS AS THE HOPE OF LIFE BECOMES THE END BLOOD BECOMES NOTHING AS SADDNESS AND PAIN BECOMES THE ONLY MEANS OF THE SOULS WAY LIGHT BECOMES AS DARK AS THE NIGHT AS DARKNESS BECOMES AS THE DAY BOTH BEGAIN TO MAKE NOTHINGNESS AS THE SOUL BEGAINS TO DYE AWAY AS THINGS BECAME UNCLEAR IN PATH AHEAD THE LIGHT FALLS FROM ITS GENTLE GRACE AS THE DARKNESS BECOMES THE WORLD WITHIN THE PAIN THAT IS FELT BEGAINS TO GROW AS THE WORLD BECOMES NO MORE I ONCE WONDERED WHEN IS IT MY TIME TO SEE THE LIGHT ONCE MORE AS THE DARKNESS IS WHERE I BELONG NOTHING BUT THE WORLD BECOMES FROM THE PAIN WITHIN ONLY HEARTACHE AND PAIN IS WHAT IS IN THE PATH AHEAD ALONELY WORLD FOR THE DARKNESS OF THE SOUL WITH IN AS THE WORLD OF LIGHT WITH BEAUTY BECOMES JUST A DREAM I WONDER WHEN IT WILL BE MY TIME TO KNOW THAT WORLD WITHIN AS TIME BEGAINS TO FADE I KNOW THAT TIME WILL NEVER COME BUT ONCE I WOULD LIKE TO DREAM OF THAT DAY ONCE MORE EVEN IF ITS FAR AWAY NEVER TO BE REACHED I CAN ONLY DREAM OF THAT WORLD I WANT TO BE APART OF ONCE MORE TO HOLD WHAT WAS GONE ONCE MORE EVEN IF IT BEGAINS TO FADE AWAY EVEN FOR A BRIEF MOMENT I ONCE WOULD LIKE TO DREAM OF BEING APART OF THE LIGHTS LOVE ONCE MORE IN THE GRACE OF THE ANGEL THAT IS KNOWN AS THE LIGHT EVEN IF ITS FOR A MOMENT THE DARKNESS WANTS WHAT IT WILL NEVER HAVE AND ITS THE LOVE OF THE LIGHT ONCE MORE

IN THIS WORLD THERE IS NOTHING THAT REMAINS HOPE BECOMES NOTHING MORE BUT A SIMPLE DREAM OF ONCE AGO THE LIGHT FROM THE DREAM IS NO MORE THEN JUST THAT AS PAIN BECOMES THE END OF ALONG AWAKEN BEAST ONCE HELD IN THE SHADOWS PAIN IS ALL IT KNOWS AS ITS HEART ONCE DREAMED OF BEING WITH THE LIGHT WITHIN THE HEART OF THE CREATURE OF DARKNESS THEY KNOW IT IS JUST THAT A SIMPLE DREAM OF ONCE AGO AS BOTH WORLDS BECOME APART AS THE CREATURE CRIES OUT TO THE LIGHT THE LIGHT ONLY SEES WHAT IS TRUELY INSIDE OF THE BEAST NOTHING MORE BUT A SHADOW OF TIMES PAST THE BEAST SCREAMS OUT BUT NO ONE HEARS THE ECHOS WITHIN PAIN AS DARK AS NIGHT BEGAINS TO FADE INTO THE SOUL OF THE CREATURE ONCE MORE LIGHT BEGAINS TO DRAW AWAY AS TIME BEGAINS TO SLIP AWAY
AS TIME SLIPS AWAY THE BEAST ONCE PROUD LAYS AWAKE WONDERING ABOUT THE TIME THAT PAST AS THE LIGHT BEGAINS TO FADE FROM SIGHT WONDERING THE BEAST KNOWS TAKING ITS LAST BREATH FROM THE TIME WHICH IT BEGS FOR BECOMES NO MORE
IN THE END FEW WORDS ONLY COME TO MIND AS TIME FADES INTO ABSOLUTE NOTHINGNESS AS TEARS FALL FROM THE COLD EYES THAT ONCE KNEW LOVE AS DEATH BECOMES CLOSER BREATHING ON THE SHOULDERS OF THE SOUL OF THE ONCE PROUD BEAST THAT KNOWS ITS TIME IS NEAR
DEATH BECOMES JUST THAT AS IT COMES CLOSER LOOKING INTO THE EYES OF DARKNESS DEATH ALREADY SEES A SOUL THAT IS ALREADY GONE FROM THE BEAST THAT ONCE KNOWN LOVE AS THE SHALLOW BODY IS JUST AS EMPTY AND HOLLOW AS DEATH ITS SELF WONDING WHAT HAS TAKEN THE SOUL DEATH BEGAINS TO DISAPPEAR BUT ONCE LOOKING FOR LOVE THE DARK BEAST BECOMES NO MORE BUT A SIMPLE DREAMER OF A TIME WHERE LIGHT ONCE LOVED THE CREATURE THAT LIVED ONLY IN DARKNESS PAIN HAS ONLY KILLED THE SOUL WITHIN
NOTHING MORE REMAINS OF A TIME ONCE A DREAM AGO WONDERING WHEN WILL THE LIGHT LOVE THEM ONCE MORE THE DARKNESS WAITS AND DREAMS OF A TIME WHEN LIGHT WILL WELCOME HOME THE CREATURE THAT LOVED THEM MORE THEN THE HEAVENS THEMSELFS BUT EVEN AS THE DREAM FADES THE CREATURE 'S HOME WILL ALWAYS BE THE DARKNESS BECAUSE DEEP DOWN THE PAIN OF THE SOUL KNOWS THAT THEIR TIME HAS PAST NOTHING MORE REMAINS AS IT BECOMES JUST A MOMENT THAT SLIPS INTO THE FRAGILE NOTHINGNESS OF TIME WONDERING AND WAITING THE DARKNESS HOPES THE ANGEL OF LIGHT EMBRACES THEM ONCE MORE EVEN IF ITS JUST A SIMPLE DREAM
EVEN A DREAM MAY COME TRUE IF YOU ONLY HAVE FAITH EVEN IF YOU KNOW YOUR TIME HAS ENDED THE WORLD REMAINS THE SAME BEGGING AND HOPING WONDERING AND WAITING CRYING AND SCREAMING NOTHINGNESS AND EMPTYNESS IS ALL THAT REMAINS AS THE END OF THE BEAST THAT ONCE LOVED THE LIGHT TAKES ITS LAST BREATH HOPING BEFORE THE TIME COMES TO HEAR JUST THOSE SIMPLE WORDS FROM THE LIGHT IT SO HOPE IN ITS HEART OF HEARTS IN ITS DREAMS OF DREAMS WISHING THAT THE LIGHT WILL ONCE AGAIN RETURN THE LOVE THE BEAST FEELS FOR THE ANGEL OF LIGHT HEARING THOSE WORDS WOULD END THE PAIN OF THE BEAST THATS TIME IS COMMING TO AN END AS THE BEAST ONLY HOPES THE LIGHT SAYS THE THREE LITTLE WORDS TO END ITS PAIN BUT IN THE END THAT IS ONLY A DREAM OF A TIME WHEN BOTH SHARED THOSE FEELINGS WITHIN BUT NOW AS THE LAST BREATH COMES OUT OF THE BEAST THEIR LAST WORDS TO THE LIGHT IS SPEAKING OF A TIME WHEN THE LIGHT OF THE ANGEL WAS ALL THAT WAS EVER NEEDED AS THE BEAST DYING AND BEGAINS TO GROW COLD REACHING TOWARDS THE LIGHT WONDERING IF THE LIGHT WILL SAY THOSE THREE LITTLE WORDS ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT KNOW THE CREATURE WILL NEVER STOP LOVING THE LIGHT IT JUST WAITS EVEN IN DEATH FOR THE GENTLE TOUCH ONCE MORE EVEN IF ITS JUST THAT A SIMPLE TOUCH THATS ALL THE BEAST WANTS IS THE LIGHTS LOVE ONCE MORE BUT WANTING IS JUST THAT TO A CREATURE THAT DREAMS NEVER KNOWING BUT WAITING FOR THE END TO COME AND THE HOPE OF THE WORDS IT WISHES TO HEAR EVEN IF IT COST THE LIFE OF THE BEAST THE BEAST WOULD KNOW IT WOULD BE WORTH IT TO KNOW THE LIGHT IT LOVES SO DEARLY NOW LOVES THEM AS MUCH AS THEY WISHED FOR THEN THE BEAST KNOWS ITS TIME HAS PAST BUT THE LOVE IT WISHES FOR IT WILL ALWAYS HOPE FOR AS TIME FADES AND BECOMES NO MORE THE LOVE THAT WISHED BY THE SOUL OF THE BEAST THAT LIVES IN THE DARKNESS WILL REMAIN AS A SYMBOL OF A TIME WHERE LIGHT ONCE LOVED THE DARKNESS AS MUCH AS DARKNESS LOVED THE LIGHT
HOPE IS JUST THAT IN A WORLD THAT FADES AWAY JUST A DREAM ONCE AGO REMEMBER JUST THE WISH OF THE CREATURE THAT LIVES IN THE DARKNESS ITS WISH IS TO HEAR THE LIGHT SAY IT LOVES THEM ONCE MORE REMEMBER THAT WISH AS THE BEAST FADES AS ITS COLD LIFELESS BODY BECOMES JUST THAT LIFELESS THE WISH REMAINS THE SAME IN THIS LIFE AND IN THE NEXT ONLY LOVE FROM THE LIGHT WILL SET IT FREE THATS ALL IT EVER WOULD NEED IS THAT LOVE THATS ALL IT HOPES AND DREAMS OF IS THE LIGHT OF THE ANGEL THAT ONCE LOVED THEM AS MUCH AS THEY LOVED THE ANGEL OF LIGHT HOLDING IN THEIR HEART OF HEARTS EVEN IF IT FADES AWAY JUST REMEMBER THE WISH AND NEVER FORGET OF THE TIME WHERE BOTH LIGHT AND DARKNESS ONCE LOVED EACH OTHER EVEN IF ITS JUST A TIME OF THE FADED WAYS KNOW OF THE DREAM KNOW OF THE TIME EVEN IF ITS JUST THAT A TIME OF A DREAM ITS HOPE WILL ALWAYS REMAIN TO THE FAITH IT HAS TO HAVE THE LIGHT TO LOVE WHAT IS GONE TO LOVE THE BEAST THAT HAS DIED TO LOVE THE CREATURE THAT CRIED OUT IN PAIN FOR THE LIGHTS LOVE
JUST REMEMBER THE DARKNESS WILL ALWAYS DREAM OF THE TIME WHERE THE LIGHT LOVED THEM
JUST REMEMBER THE DARKNESS WILL ALWAYS WISH TO HEAR THE LIGHT RETURN ITS SIMPLE DREAM ONCE MORE
JUST REMEMBER
JUST REMEMBER THAT ONLY AS TIME FADES HOPE AND FAITH WILL KEEP THE DREAM OF A WORLD ONCE UPON ATIME WHEN BOTH LIGHT AND DARKNESS LOVED EACHOTHER ONCE AGAIN
THATS ALL THE DARKNESS EVER WANTS IS TO HEAR THE LIGHT SAY I LOVE YOU TOO

PAIN OF THE DARKNESS BECOMES JUST THE HELL ITS IN AS THE WORLD SEEMS TO BE JUST AN ILLUSION AS THE HEART SEES LOOKING AT THE BEAUTY OF THE LIGHT WAITING FOR HER LOVE TO RETURN WONDERING AS THE PAIN GROWS MORE AND MORE AS THE HEART BEGAINS TO BECOME NO MORE AS THE SOUL BECOMES JUST THE ENDS OF MEANS AS DEATH BEGAINS TO GROW NEAR LOOKING INTO THE EYES OF THE ANGEL OF LIGHT WONDERING IF HER LOVE WILL BE THERE FOR THE BEAST THAT WAITS FOR THE DARKNESS IN HIS HEART WONDERING WAITING AS TIME FADES AWAY PAIN BECOMES NOTHING MORE THEN JUST A SIMPLE REMINDER OF A TIME WHERE THE CREATURE THAT LIVED IN THE DARKNESS ONCE HAD THE LOVE OF THE ANGEL THAT HE LOVED MORE THEN ALL OTHERS THE ANGEL OF LIGHT SO BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT SO SWEET AND KIND SO GENTLE AND AS PURE AS CAN BE LOOKING THE BEAST WAITS WONDERING AS THE LIGHT BEGAINS TO FADE HOPING AND PRAYING THAT HIS LOVE WILL BE RETURN KNOWING THAT HIS DREAMS WILL NEVER COME TRUE AS TIME BEGAINS TO FADE HOPING AND BEGAINING TO SEE THE TRUTH IN HAND KNOWING AND WAITING AS TIME PASS KNOWING THE TIME HAS PAST AS THE BEAST BEGAINS TO FADE HOPING THAT THE LIGHT THAT HE LOVES SO DEARLY WILL NEVER FADE AWAY AS TIME FADES THE BEAST BEGAINS TO LOOK MORE DEEPLY BUT THE LIGHT FADES AWAY IN THE SHADOWS THE BEAST LAYS WONDERING HOPING BUT DREAMING AS A TIME WHEN LIGHT WILL LOVE HIM ONCE MORE HOLDING FAITH IN THE MOST DEEPEST OF DESIRES WONDERING IF THE LIGHT WILL WELCOME HIM BACK AS THE LIFE OF THE BEAST DRAWS TO AND END HOLDING A PAIN THAT THE LIGHT WILL NEVER KNOW A PAIN THE BEAST HOLDS DEAR AS TIME FADES THE BEAST CRIES WANTING THE LIGHT TO LOVE HIM ONCE MORE BUT KNOWING THAT THE TIME HAS PAST THAT HIS CHANCE HAS GONE AS DEATH BEGAINS TO SEEM ONLY AWAY TO A NEW BEGAINNING AS TIME BECOMES NOTHINGNESS AS ONLY WISHING TO THE DREAM THAT THE BEAST HOLDS DEAR PRAYING EVEN OFFERING WHAT IS HIS SOUL JUST FOR A CHANCE WHERE THE ANGEL WILL LOVE THEM ONCE MORE EVEN AS THE LIFE FROM THE BEAST BECOMES MORE COLD AS TEARS ROLL DOWN THE COLD EYES THAT ONCE KNEW THE MEANING OF THE LOVE OF AN GODDESS BUT KNOWING IT WILL NEVER COME TO BE HOPING AS THE DREAM FADES THE BEAST FEELS HIS TIME GROWING NEAR HOLDING THE LOVE THAT KEEPS THE TIME FROM SLIPING DREAMING TO HAVE THAT LOVE RETURNED BUT KNOWING AS TIME BEGAINS TO GROW TO AND END KNOWING THAT THE LIGHT LOVES ANOTHER HOPING THAT THE LIGHT IS HAPPY PRAYING AND HOPING THAT EVEN IF THE LIGHT GROWS MORE IN LOVE WITH A NEW CREATURE AS LONG AS THE ANGEL OF LIGHT IS HAPPY ALL ELSE DOES NOT MATTER EVEN THE PAIN THAT THE CREATURE IN THE DARKNESS FEELS AS LONG AS THE ANGEL IS LOVED AND HAPPY NOTHING ELSE MATTERS EVEN IN THE END THE DARKNESS WILL REMEMBER THE LOVE THEY ONCE HAD EVEN IF IT REMAINS A DREAM REMEMBER THIS
ASLONG AS THE LIGHT IS LOVED AND HAPPY THATS ALL THAT TRUELY MATTERS EVEN AS THE BEAST GROWS COLD AND LIFELESS ASLONG AS THE LIGHT IS LOVED AND HAPPY THE PAIN DOES NOT MATTER THAT LAYS AHEAD EVEN THE SECRET THAT THE DARKNESS HOLDS EVEN AS TIME FADES THE DREAM REMAINDS THE SAME HOPING THE LIGHT WILL HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE EVEN IF ITS NOT WITH THE THE BEAST THATS HOME IS THE DARKNESS REMEMBER EVEN THE DARKNESS OF THE FALLEN CAN LOVE AND HOPE THAT ONE DAY THE LIGHT OF THE ANGEL THAT IS MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN THE HEAVENS THEM SELFS RETURN HIS LOVE AS HE LOVES HER FOR THE END OF TIME EVEN AS TIME REMAINS THE BEAST THAT LIVES WAITING IN THE DARKNESS WILL ALWAYS LOVE THE ANGEL OF LIGHT BEYOND TIME ALL ELSE MAY FADE BUT IN THE END AS THE LIFELESS BODY REMAINS AS THE COLD SOUL REMAINS AS HIS HOPES AND DREAMS AND HIS PRAYERS AND FAITH REMAINS THE SYMBOL OF HIS LOVE FOR THE LIGHT WILL BE ETURNAL JUST REMEMBER AS DEATH IS ONLY WAIT SOME FEARS THE BEAST FEARS SOMETHING WORST THEN THAT WHICH IT HAS ALREADY KNOWN LOSING THE LIGHT THAT ONCE LOVED THEM AND RETURN THE LOVE THAT HE ONCE HAD
JUST IN THE END REMEMBER THE TIME WHERE THE LIGHT ONCE LOVED THE DARKNESS AS MUCH AS THE DARKNESS LOVED THE LIGHT WHEN THAT TIME WAS ONCE UPON ATIME TO THE BEAST IT FELT LIKE HEAVEN ON EARTH BUT AS THE LIGHT LOVE NOW BELONGS TO ANOTHER THE BEAST IS SAD AND IN PAIN BUT YET HAPPY ALL IN ONE IT IS HARD TO KNOW WHAT IS RUNNING THROUGHT THE MIND OF THE CREATURE BUT IN THE TIME ITS SAD AND IN PAIN IT YEARNS FOR THE LOVE OF THE LIGHT ONCE MORE AND AS LONG AS THE LIGHT IS HAPPY AND IS LOVED THATS ALL THE DARKNESS WILL EVER WANT EVEN IF THE WORLD BEGAINS TO FADE WHERE HIS TIME GROWS TO AND END
WISHING TO HAVE THE LIGHTS LOVE ONCE MORE KNOWING THE LIGHT HE SO WANTS IS OUT OF HIS REACH KNOWING WISHING OF A TIME WHERE EVEN THE DARKEST OF CREATURES PRAY HARD AND LONG ENOUGH THERE WISHES WILL BE GRANTED EVEN IF IT COST THEM THEIR LIVES THE CREATURE WILL ALWAYS WISH FOR THAT TIME WHICH WAS HEAVEN TO THEM THE TRUE MEANING OF LOVE
THE BEAST WILL FOREVER WISH TO BE LOVED BY THE LIGHT
TO HEAR THOSE THREE LITTLE WORDS EVEN IF ITS THE LAST THEY HEAR KNOWING THAT THAT MAY NEVER HAPPEN STILL WAITING AND HOPING THAT SOMEDAY EVEN IF IT TAKES A MILLION LIFE TIMES TO PAST TO ONE DAY HEAR THE LIGHT WISPER TO THE CREATURE
I LOVE YOU TOO

LOVE IS JUST A DREAM OF THOSE WHO HAVE SEEN IT ONCE BEFORE BUT IN TIME YOU LEARN THAT THE FAITH OF LOVE BECOMES ONLY HEARTACHE AND PAIN AS PAIN EATS YOUR SOUL UNTIL NOTHING IS LEFT YOU LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING THE BEAUTY OF ANOTHER HOPING THAT THEY LOVE YOU TOO BUT KNOWING INTIME IT WILL PAST AS THE PAIN BECOMES THE DEATH OF THE BEAST WITHIN ONCE NOBLE AND PROUD BUT KNOWING TIME IS AT ITS CROSS ROADS AHEAD KNOWING THAT ONLY TIME WILL SHOW THE WAY TO THE END KNOWING THAT THE LOVE THEY ONCE HELD IS NO MORE HOPING FOR THAT LOVE TO RETURN EVEN AS PAIN IS THE MEANS TO THE FINAL END ONLY THING I CAN DREAM OF IS THE LOVE WE ONCE HAD THATS THE FAITH OF THE LOVE ONCE KNOWN LOOKING AT HER WISHING INTIME SHE WILL RETURN THE LOVE THAT ONCE WAS THERE EVEN IF IT TAKES A THOUSANDS LIFETIMES I KNOW THE DAY MAY COME IF I PRAY HARD ENOUGH MY TIME WILL COME MAYBE JUST MAYBE I WILL HAVE MY CHANCE WITH THE LIGHT ONCE MORE EVEN IF ITS JUST A DREAM WAITING AND PRAYING I WONDER IF THE LIGHT OF THE GODDESS I HOLD DEAR TO MY HEART WILL RETURN MY LOVE TOO
BUT AS TIME BEGAINS TO BECOME NO MORE IN THE DARKNESS CLOSES IN MY DREAM WILL ALWAYS REMAIN THE SAME TO THE END OF ALL THAT IS KNOWN AS LONG AS HOPE REMAINS THE DREAM WILL NEVER DIE TO SEE THE DREAM TO HEAR THE WORDS THAT IS SO LONGED TO HEAR EVEN IF IT IS THE LAST THING HEARD TO HEAR THE GODDESS SAY THOSE WORDS WILL SET THE BEAST FREE BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL IF THE GODDESS OF LIGHT WILL LOVE THE CREATURE OF THE DARKNESS ONCE MORE BUT REMAINS TO KNOW EVEN THE MOST DARKEST OF DARKNESS MAY LOVE EVEN DREAM OF BEING WITH A GODDESS THAT THEY HOLD DEAR
AS MY FINAL WORDS COME TO AND END AND TIME BEGAINS TO FADE I CLOSE MY EYES DREAMING OF A TIME WHERE EVEN THE DARKNESS HAD THE LOVE OF A GODDESS OF LIGHT
KNOW THE DREAM KNOW THE BEAST KNOW THE SOUL THAT WILL FADE AWAY BUT REMEMBER THE LOVE THE BEAST WILL ALWAYS HAVE FOR THE GODDESS EVEN IF ALL ELSE FADES A WAY JUST REMEMBER THE DREAM OF THE FADING TIMES AHEAD


1:00 AM 6/25/2008





 
 
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